I don't think I can just hold on
I'm slowly slipping, soon I'll be gone
I cannot stop what I want
I'm sorry but I think I'm done
I'm not losing hope, no not yet
Though I barely have any faith left
I think I'm sinking deep again
I have to hold on, but please do not bet
This is a struggle I go through each day
Though the end results are never the same
Sometimes I feel I'm playing a different game
Though I will always want to change
My life is full of obstacles, road blocks you see
Sometimes I give up way too easily
Some days I just want to drive off the road
Other days I just want my car to explode
And though I try to get better it just ends up the same
Though each time is a different reason, I relapse again
I get this feeling of worthlessness, that I should not exist
Sometimes I ignore it but it doesn't just vanish
