So close to opening my skin again
So close to letting me bleed from within
So close to letting the pain pour out
So close to letting my demons come out
So close to dangling from a thread
So close to letting silver fly through my head
So close to excepting my one true fate
So close, it's coming to my set date
So close to letting the monsters eat me alive
So close to finally dying inside
So close to watching my whole world burn
So close to dying, maybe it's my turn
So close to making everyone I love, leave
So close to watching what I won't be
So close to finally just giving up
I'm so close to finishing, I'm nearly done