If it is attention that you seek
Then I will never feed the beast
But if you genuinely need a shoulder to cry
I'm always here, don't question why
Although you have stabbed me in the back
Many times may I say that?
I still care about the way you feel
Even if I think you're not being real
I do not want you to think I am calling you out
You've done nothing wrong, there is no doubt
You have so much to offer, so much to give
So please do yourself a favour, shut up and live
I know it's hard, trust me I've tried
You have no idea how much I want to die
But you do not deserve this pain
I'll be your umbrella when there is rain
I may have broken your heart or something like that
But it doesn't mean I don't have your back
You are my friend and I do care
Even if it feels like I'm never there
I never ask how people are
Does it come across my mind, of course it does
I don't know how to say it, it's hard to come out
But please just listen, I care there is no doubt
So whenever you feel like there is no grey
I'll be here to brighten your day
And this goes out to anyone who feels in so much pain
I'll be all your umbrella's in the rain
I love you all with all my heart <3
