Last night I was so selfish
I tried to take my life
I was nearly successful
If success was in that knife
I didn't even care
You didn't even cross my mind
How dare I do that to you
How dare I be so blind
I'll tell you what I've been through
Some day my colours will show
But that day won't be for a while
I don't even think I want you to know
Last night I was so selfish
But I still wish to die
Oh how I was nearly successful
Maybe I'll go find that knife
