your parents couldn't be more disappointed and you couldn't care less, their medicated vision only saw uncolored and displaced hallucinations and all they felt was some sort of diluted form of terror and boredom. lemonade without a bit of mint isn't the same, and your sister always made hers with hints of something that probably shouldn't be added to drinks. your brother used to build houses but now he broke homes, but that's how that family went, you all just messed up everything you touched and no one could care, you were all so freaking apathetic, for the love of anything, you couldn't possess the state of mind to feel something as complex and strong as love or hatred or even happiness so you lived in some sort of black and white photo that was taken with flash on that ruined all of you facial features so you look like you don't have a nose or eyebrows and you couldn't see how that was different from normal people's lives.
