it was a concerning whirlwind of thoughts, dizzying and moving at such an alarming rate and it really wasn't funny this time around, not like the last because this time we were all victims, all of us were the unfortunate ones that we laughed at last time, the ones wounded and powerless because it's all just games until it happens to you and it happened to us and it was bad, it left such a bitter taste and it couldn't be washed out, not with the strongest of liquors or battery acid. it was all just so tiring and almost made us give up, surrender our pointless lives to the bigger cause that we felt we had no control over because sometimes things don't go a certain way and then we are left scared, honestly afraid of the future and the people that reside there and it can't be helped, not at all and that was okay, it was okay, it was pretty shitty but it was bearable.
