you've always been one to sunburn really easily, even with sunblock and skin cancer didn't sound like a fun thing to you, even if it meant this life got to end a bit sooner, you were not one for extending pain for people you loved because you loved them and didn't want them to feel anything more than your adoration. so you applied more than was needed while the sky glared at you from above and you really just hate the beach but it's fine, sun and sand and oceans didn't sit well in your mind but they were there and so so were you because you always were there, always alwaysalways and that was fine, you were fine, they were fine, nothing was wrong and no one had cancer, not then at least, and all was fine, anxiety clawed in your tummy but what could be done, hmm?
