Marvel Imagines

Bobby Drake- To Hold

Your POV
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*you have rogue's powers*

it sucked. having the ability to take someones energy and make it your own made life extremely difficult. you couldn't feel the comfort of physical human contact without draining that person. you always had to be on alert and cautious to make sure you didn't accidently hurt someone.

that continued to be an everyday for you. even at Charles school you had to be alert to make sure you didn't hurt someone. you couldn't afford to let your guard down. you didn't wan to accidently drain or hurt someone, so you tried your hardest to cover every inch of yourself for their protection.

that was until Bobby. Bobby somehow made your power seem somewhat bare able. all though every time you were alone you knew better than to think your mutation was a gift. the yearn for human to human contact became to much sometimes made you feel horrible. Bobby helped until Kitty.

Kitty made you realize that she was everything he deserved and more. she could give him the things you knew you
would never be able to give him with your mutation. human contact, a hug, a kiss. a hand to hold his.

the more time he spent with her the more you realized it.  it was undeniable that he seemed happier with her, and they had some type of feelings for each other.

you watched them one night. Bobby and Kitty walked outside after dark towards the big fountain. you watched silently as he froze the fountain and handed her a pair of skates. your heart hurt at the sight as they happily started skating. they were both smiling and laughing. you realized he could never be that happy with you. you decided them that you were going to let him go so he could be happy, even if it took away yours.

you quickly turned from the window when Bobby caught Kitty from falling and looking like he wanted to kiss her.

you walked from your room and down the halls towards Logan's room. you were hoping he was still there and hadn't left yet. luckily Logan was still there and was packing one of his bags with the door open wide.

"hey bub what are you doin here?" logan asked once he saw you in the doorway.

"take me with you when you leave, please" he looked confused once you asked.

"bub why do you want to come with me. you have friends and a life here, why come with me?"

"i need to Logan. i don't have a life here. i hurt people here. i have to be extremely careful around everyone. maybe if i leave with you, not as many people would get hurt. people here would be safe." you said and he thought it over.

"what about the kid you like? do you want to leave him?"

"it doesn't matter. he'll be fine"

"are you absolutely sure Y/N"

"positive. please Logan"

"fine. We leave a midnight so go pack your stuff quickly, we leave in an hour"

"thank you so much Logan" you wanted to hug Logan but you didn't want to hurt him so you held back.

"yeah, yeah. don't forget to tell Charles that you'll be leaving."

"i will after i pack. thank you again Logan.

"your welcome bub now hurry"

you ran out of the room, and back to your room as quick as you possibly could. once in your room you changed from you nightgown and into a pair of jeans, a random shirt, long sleeved jacket, and a pair of gloves. then you started packing your clothes into a duffel bag along with one of Bobby's hoodies. you also put your phone, laptop, and chargers in your bookbag before adding your toiletries and books.

right as you put your few pictures in the bookbag and zipped it up, Bobby walked into the room.

"what are you doing?" he questioned and you tucked a strand of hair behind your ear.

"packing" you answered as simply as possible.

"i see that. why though?"

"i'm leaving" you turned to grab a few odd things but he grabbed your jacket covered arm to stop you from moving.

"where are you going?"

"anywhere logan goes. im leaving with him."

"why are you leaving. why are you leaving me?"

"because i don't want to hurt you." your voice raised slightly when you said it. "you deserve someone you can touch without the fear of dying  if i don't let go soon enough. someone to hug when either of you are feeling down. someone you can kiss without using your energy. You can't have that with me. i don't want to hurt you and if me leaving protects you from me then i'll do it and live with it"

"Y/N you don't have to go with Logan. The whole point of this school is to work on your gi-"

"gift? you call taking someone else's energy for yourself a gift. it's uncontrollable and dangerous. i want to hold someone close to me at night. i want human contact everyone else has, but i can't have it. you can, so leaving is my best option.

"what about us? what's going to happen to us?"

"you can finally be with someone more normal than me. you can be happy"

"but i'm happy with you" he tried to say but you gave him a look.

"i know when your happy Bobby. its not with me, not anymore"

"Please Y/N don't leave with Logan tonight. Everything you have is here"

"everything i have is in those duffel bags. Also" you grabbed something fro the bed and turned back to him , "its time to give these back. the clothes you've let me wear are in the cupboard. Goodbye Bobby"

you grabbed your 2 bags and made your way out the door from your soon to be old bedroom and met Logan at the front door. he took the bags from your arms and nodded his head towards Charles's office. you walked over and knocked on the door and heard a come in. you walked into his office and saw him at his desk working on some paperwork.

"Professor, i'm leaving tonight with Logan"

"I know"

"you know?"

"your thoughts have been quite loud as of late. i understand that you feel you need to leave so i can't stop you but know you always have a home to come back to"

"thank you professor. i might come back someday but until then goodbye" you said as you walked back towards the door.

"farewell y/n and safe travels" you opened the door and walked back towards Logan.

"Are you ready?" logan asked and you nodded

"yeah i'm ready"

Logan opened the door and you walked outside and towards the van Logan had parked outside. you both got in the van and he started it. right when the van started moving Bobby ran outside.

"you're the one i want to hold" he yelled as the van started moving down the long driveway.

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A/N don't kill me for the ending because about 5 of my friends wanted to for this

Love you Babybirds

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