Damaged

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It's getting good now.

Alex up there.

Alexander's POV

  Since smoothing things out with Dominic, our lunch table has been pretty lit. Everyone seems to get along now. Well at least getting along for my sake. I checked the cameras and saw that "mother" finally had left. Good now the real fun can begin. I wonder how long it's gonna take until she reaches here, I mean she is in the middle of nowhere. In order for this to go well, I have to do this on my own, so that's what I plan on doing. "Alex. Alex." "There he goes again. Off in the clouds and shit." I heard. I snapped out of my thoughts to see David looking at me concerned while Sage laughed. "Shut up bitch. Let me be great." I said laughing at her. They both was about to say something but was cut off by the teacher. "OK you guys are free to roam the park. Meet me back here at 3 pm. If you are not here by that time, you will get left. At that point, you better call a lyft, uber or yo parents to come pick you up because we will not be turning around for you. You have been warned. Now go have fun." Ms.Middleton said.

  Today we took a trip to the park for home economics. At least that's what she told the school. She really came because she wanted to give us a break from school and classwork. Oh and to talk to her bae too. I love her man. Without thinking, my body naturally drifted off on it's own as I found my self walking away from the group. Am I worried about what my parents might do to me you ask? No. Do I regret not killing my mother when I had the chance? Also no. I know what I'm doing trust me. I plugged my head phones in my ear and turn on Party 4 Da Low by Candice Pillay while walking around and enjoying the sun. "Cuz we party 4 da low, yeah we party for da low. Look out for them folks, still we party 4 da low" I sung as I walked. This song just puts me at ease every time I listen to it. 

  As I was walking and shooting my on music video, I felt a hand grab mine and pull me back into them. I turned around to see David standing there with a semi irritated facial expression. I laughed and politely cancelled my little music session, giving him my full attention. "You just straight up left me and shit. Then to top it off, I was calling you but yo deaf ass had your headphones on full blast and shit so you never heard me anyway. Damn bae what I do?" he asked I laughed at him. "Nothing big head. My body just acted on it's own and I guess you could say I went with it." I said still laughing. "Well imma need your body to come here. I miss it." he said pulling me in for a hug and a kiss. "Nope. Move. You are not about to do what I think you are." I said as he smirked. 

  "What you talking about lil daddy?" he said still smirking. "You gonna try to kiss me and then trip me. You ain't low." I said as he laughed. "Damn. At least I tried." he said laughing as I broke out of the hug and began to walk. He laced his fingers with mine as we continued walking and making small talk. "Babe, what were you thinking about earlier?" he asked as we walked and sat down on a ledge.  "Nothing serious just how good these last few days have been that's all. "Yeah they have been peaceful to say the least." he said smiling. "I feel like it's just a phase though. I just have this bad feeling." I admitted. One thing I (and you guys) learned is that good moments never last. "What you mean lil daddy? Is it your parents?" he asked concerned. "I don't know but I definitely know something is gonna happen." I said.

 "Alex look at me." he said turning my face towards him. "I'll be damned if I let them take you away from me again. I don't care if that means me risking my life just to make sure that you're good. I'll do just that." he said making me a little emotional. I really don't want any more people getting hurt because of me and just the thought of me losing him is scaring me. "Baby don't cry. I meant what I said. I love you too much to let any more harm happen to you. You've been through too much as is. I don't think I would've lasted this long if the show as on the other foot." he said wiping my tears away. I smiled when he said that. I guess I am a strong person huh? Most people would've snapped or would've committed suicide by now. I have to keep fighting. For your sake and mine.