Masks

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by JamlessYuki

by JamlessYuki

What I mean by masks is "What side you show to specific types or groups of people". These are my masks.

Family Mask: When I wear this mask, I'm shy yet noisy. I don't usually express my true emotions or thoughts with this mask. I also tend to laugh more than usual due to anxiety. My family knows the least about me because of this mask.

My Sister Mask: I may have a Family Mask, but my sister is an exception. She is the person that actually knows the most about me, at least when it comes to my thoughts. I speak my mind and show my emotions when this mask is on. However, I don't fully speak my mind and I'm often cut off by judgement before I can correct or explain myself. With this mask, I keep quite and hide my other, more important, masks.

Not-So-Close Friend Mask: Since my friends are about the same age as me, I fully speak my mind and I'm actually often called a jerk because of that. I am blunt and care very little of other's emotions with this mask. I still manage to pull off a sweet, innocent, and energetic impression, despite my sudden outbursts of the actual mask. Just think of my happy side when this mask is on, as mask on a mask. This mask used to be very different before someone changed it, and not in a good way. This mask used to basically be my neutral mask. I was a little bit of everything.

Close Friend Mask: This mask used to be very cheerful but when the pervious masked changed, so did this one. After someone changed the Friend Masks, this mask became the type you never wanted to see. I'm an absolute disaster with this mask on. I'm emotionally unstable and dump all my problems onto the people that see this mask. Everyone who's ever seen this mask, was strong enough to help though. Even with all the issues of this mask, it's still not entirely broken. I still manage to help the people I show this mask to, regardless of the fact that I can't fix myself when this mask is on.

Stranger Mask: This is my new neutral mask, as simple as that.

Self Mask: This is the mask I show only myself. I'm determined and hard working with this mask. With work comes stress, and with all my motivation and determination that comes with this mask, I have a lot of work and stress. I tend to be super energetic and cheerful whenever this mask is on. I usually wear this mask when I stay up. An example? Right now, as I'm writing this. No matter how much depression and stress this may contain, there's always enough hope and joy in it to keep me moving.

Bonus: All of my masks have a little something I call "The Sparkle in The Twilight Night". Sounds lame, right. Well, "The Sparkle in The Twilight Night" are signs of joy, happiness, enjoyment in life, love for others, and a smile.

Those are my masks! Fabulous! This is one long random thought but I was thinking about my types of masks as I laid on my bed and laughed at some sort of stupidity.

How many masks do you have?

annyeong~