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I've been listening to Artificial Love so fucking much recently, I just love it so much! Well while listening to it and reading some fanfic, a memory of males being dicks to me popped up. I then became super excited for when I meet a guy who's actually really caring. Then that lead me to the reason why I love Koreans so much. They're raised in a society built on respect for others, granted, most Asians tend to be racist and a society like that doesn't mean spouse abuse doesn't happen, but at least they aren't assholes unlike most of the shitty and pathetic Americans I'm stuck with for now (I don't hate Americans, just find most annoying) 

Then there's my ideal type. Hmm, let's see, fucking Asian (Korean and Japanese~ *drools*) Don't mention, really nice hair (I honestly really fucking love Jimin's hair). Just give me an Asian and I'll be super happy. I really don't mind Americans (or Europeans), I just really fucking love my Asians. Anyways! Thanks and

Ciao and Annyeong~

[Update, 3/20]

So today I read some things that mentioned something about liking someone just for their race so I ended having a whole argument with myself about my ideal type and this is kind of how it went down:

You should feel guilty for liking Asians.

Well excuse me. I never said I found ALL Asians attractive! I just said I like good looking Asians, isn't everyone else the same?

It's rude to find someone attractive because of their race.

But the features I like in a guy are usually found in Asians. I have something called hormones. My heart likes to beat faster when I usually see Asians, okay... I'm not saying I would walk up to an Asian and be like "You're an Asian? Sleep with me" like why would I ever do that.

I didn't say you'd do that exactly. I just said it's wrong and rude for you to look at an Asian and think he's attractive BECAUSE he's Asian.

He has the Asian characteristics that I adore and find attractive, why can't I like that? You can show me a picture of a good looking European and I'll find him attractive, but I wouldn't find him attractive for being European, I'll just look at him and think "Wow, He's hot" not "Wow, That is one sexy European"

You do have that issue where if someone tells you they're Asian, you get excited or your heart will skip.

Okay yes, but that's because I know the Asian society tends to be stricter and more polite compared to the American society I live in, so my mind goes "An Asian! Someone polite!" and I get overly excited because I live in a society that is mostly filled with assholes

Hmm....Still wrong

So it's wrong for me to like Asians for a good reason like their manners, my ideal type, and not their race? So It's okay for people to think in a completely opposite manner than me?

You're still gonna feel guilty until you forget this

Yeah....

I feel like I have mental issues for having these conversations with myself...Anyways! Thank You and...

Ciao and Annyeong~

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