Random Thoughts

Zodiac and Complaints About Lazy People

I am a Pisces! So I was reading a fan fic earlier and the guy is a Pisces and he reacted to something in a way I can relate to very much. He had a performance and the performance was a failure basically so he was like "I was constantly setting unrealistic goals for myself, and not reaching them made me infuriated, but failing completely? Now that was defeat." (Quote from the story) and I was like "yeah, very accurate. This is why I hate myself very much."  I'll set a goal for myself and because I have other things to do or feel very lazy, I won't reach that goal and I'll feel very annoyed with myself. Just like "I'm gonna write the first verse in 2 weeks and I'll remember all the vowels in Korean in 3 weeks!!" and that never happens because the people I work with to reach these goals, don't want to work as hard or are too focused on other pointless shit , and I'll just be there thinking this is why I don't like having friends most of the time.... I need people with the same interests as me so we can work hard together but NO, the world curses me with people that can't seem to appreciate my hard working personality.

I need some fucking support and hard working friends!!

annyeong...

[Updated]
I just remembered why I wrote this. The purpose of this was to say the fact that I noticed in a lot of kpop zodiac or bts zodiac stories, people would depict Suga/Yoongi as a Scorpio....but he's actually a Pisces and I used to be very similar to him. Cruel and harsh, in fact, I still am. Mess with me and I'll act very harsh towards you. I tend to be blunt and could care less about people's feelings, but the thing is, with the right people at the right times, I'm basically J-hope. So that's all I have to say!