New life kaneki x reader fan fiction

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Your walking home and it's been a month since kaneki broke up with you.   Your walking home and you see a figure rize but didn't kaneki "I'm here to get you and kaneki back together"
"Ho...."She impales your stomach with her kagunae "wha.." you mutter before you pass out. "Y/N SAN WHA HO..." you pass out again now your tied in a chair where am I your where kaneki was rize appears yamori walks in hahahahahha every day he tears of your toes and fingers as you watch them grow back this would remind you your not human any more some how you were turned into a ghoul and he would have you subtract 1000-7 this would keep you sane until one day rize reappears it's better to feel pain then conflict it on others"I here rize say you really believe that crap
Of course it's how mom raised me is that bad
You chose to believe that and obey your mothers words of wisdom yea that is bad you sure she was all that great because from where I'm standing she has sent boughten you anything but misery.
My best friend kirio was not just my best friend she was all I had
Is that so well that's too bad because the way things are going you'll probably end up losing her too and it will be all your fault. My two friends trying to save me are tied up.  Yamori my capture says "the girl or the boy who should I kill your choice" I don't chose and they both die.
"It's all my fault I'm the one to blame"
" it took a lot of blood for you to learn that lesson"rize reappears"do me a favor ok don't just sit their wallowing in your own guilt that's not going to change any thing either it's you Y/N all the detriment in this world stems from a lack of individual capability if you were smart to the world the world you and I may have never have come together like this and the doctor had his way and we were turned into a grade All because you were such a fool but your supposed to take the moral high road and suffer right?well burns you agree you had everything you needed to kill this son of a bitch and all you did was watch him or you could have picked one of them and the other would have lived but you failed them both just like you failed that day that hinames mom died"
"Ryoko No"
"And she won't be the last one"
"Touka hiname"
"And theirs very thing again"
"I'm here kirio"
Kirio-"your a monster"
No I'm not I swear"
Why didn't you tell me about any of this you had a choice to make and you failed"
"That's why this happens "see yamori standing behind Kirio as he choke her.
"NOOOOOOOOO!"
Rize-"you see you have no place playing victim why are you crying this is your doing but you know what happens when you play both sides everybody loses you saw what happened to your mother if she had the guts to tell her lazy sister to get a job she wouldn't have worked herself to death not much of a mother was she"
Shut up
If she loved you she would have abandoned her sister and focused on raising her daughter
Can you stop it
Be honest with me you wanted her to choose you over your aunt
It's not true  mom..mom...I wish you were still here with me I hate being all alone...I miss you so much it hurts...why couldn't you just loved for me...YOU HAD A CHOICE...WHY DIDN'T YOU CHOSE ME
RIZE-
Even if it meant forsaking your aunt
Y/N-
YES IF SHED BE HERE NOW!
RIZE-
Even if it meant hurting her
Y/N
YES IF IT HAD TO BE DONE
RIZE-
Even if it meant killing her!
Y/N-
WHAT EVER IT TAKES!
RIZE-
Good girl now you've got it Y/N you've learned the lesson your mother couldn't seem to grasp that some times to protect one thing you have to have the resolve to let go of another her actions didn't make her kind they made her weak she didn't have the resolve the strength to turn her back and focus on what's important your not like her your not weak you have the power to break this chain of grief will you die at the hands of yamori.
NO NO I WONT
If a agori continues to get stronger it's only a matter of time before they move to the 20th ward
I WONT LET THAT HAPPEN
good other wise your dear friend Kirio and your pals at antaku might have to endure the same hell you just went through
Y/N
Any one who try's to take them from me will get no mercy
Rize
Are you shore you have the strength to back that up
Y/N
Yes
Rize
Does this mean you'll finally stop holding me back
Y/N
Course not that be foolish I'm never going to let you have control
Rize
And what if your decision is wrong
  Y/N
That wont happen what's wrong is this messed up world
Rize
That will do for now to live is to devour others that's who you are now go eat
Y/N
I am a ghoul
You break out of your chains
"Chew on this you taste foul"
"What did you do YOU BIT ME!"
"Yea and your flesh is digesting it tastes of rotten meat"
He grabs your leg
"I've got you now"
You twist your leg in 360 motion and kick him in the head with the other
"After everything you've done you think that would hurt me"
"I will kill you kill you dead your dinner"
He throws you into the wall  you release your kagunae
"Good but I can do better"
You pin him to the ground sticking each of your kagunae in him his limbs
"1000 minus 7 I'm waiting for an awnser what's 1000-7 I could keep this up all day"
"9..9...nine hundred ninety three 9...9...986 nine hund... nine hundred seventy"
"Remember your the one who tried to eat me first so you've got what's coming to you when I eat you instead"