The artist and Misunderstood (frerard)

.:XVIII:.

Gerard didn't sleep well last night. He kept mumbling stuff in his sleep, tossing and turning, most of the time when he'd turn over he'd smack me in my face with his hands before wiggling away from me. 

He had fallen asleep curled up beside me with my arms around his waist but Since I hadn't been able to fall asleep as easily I heard him mumbling words such as "Bert", "No", "I cant" and "Please don't" but the rest was mumbled. Every time he'd mumble I'd hold him tighter but he'd wiggle away like I was trying to hurt him, it hurt to see that but deciding he needed a little space I had let him sleep on the other side of my bed. 

Now the sun had risen, I woke up to Gerard's heavy breathing beside my ear since he had made he's way from the very edge of the bed to on my chest.The extra body warmth made me sigh happily since it was still winter, the extra warmth was nice. I noticed that I had wrapped my arms around his waist in my sleep. 

A small smile graced my lips before I leaned to the side placing a delicate kiss to his temple hearing him sigh in his sleep. 

Now you see that I had settled back down, closing my eyes wanting to sleep again I was unaware of the footsteps of my hound dog house mate approaching my door until it flung open revealing Chris. 

"Hey Frank Listen-What the fuck!" Chris started off quiet before he spotted a sleeping Gerard on my chest. My eyes widen as I realize how bad this looked like. I could tell Chris did not appreciate Gerard's Presence since he looked like he was about to burst in to flames. 

Shoving Gerard off my chest, he too shot up from shock. 

"Having you heard of knocking?" I snapped sending a dare glare over to Chris. Sneaking a look to Gerard, he was sitting on my bed under the blanket, eyes widen, staring at Chris biting his lip nervously. 

"What the fuck is he doing here?" Chris snapped back, his menacing eyes sending hateful looks to Gerard as he ignored my question.Gerard sunk in to the bed looking more and more scared with every word that left Chris's mouth. 

By this point Ashley had entered my room due to hearing Chris's Yells from downstairs. She glanced from Chris to me then down to Gerard raising an eyebrow at the scared boy in my bed. She looked back up to me giving me a questioning look.

"Whose that?" She pointed a skinny finger at Gerard. 

"Gerard Way" Chris spat to his girlfriend hearing a soft "oh" escape her lips leaving Gerard to sit in silence picking at his nails of his paint stained hands.

"He's allowed to be here" I argued running a hand through my black longish hand, feeling the need for nicotine scratching at my mind and lungs. 

I couldn't understand at to why him being here was affecting him since it was Gerard that had laid a finger on him.

"Would Mikey appreciate you being here...with a male?" Chris smirked, I turned slightly watching all colour drain away from his once rosy pink cheeks. Gerard's face dropped, his eyes went wide before sad,I could see him visibly gulping. 

I could tell Chris had crossed line talking about Gerard's brother, clearly something happened between Mikey and Gerard and obviously Gerard was sensitive to that subject. I had no clue what happened between them and I wasn't planning on asking any time soon but Chris had brought it up making me want to know answers as to what he knows. 

"I-uh" Gerard tried speaking but all that came up were stutters and weird inhuman noises. His hands clearly showed he needed a cigarette as did I. I knew Chris standing there was going to make things worst for the broke artist. 

"Fuck off" I spat stepping towards Chris. Physically shoving him out the door he tried to swat my hands away but I didn't give in and kept shoving him harder making he stepped out side my door before slamming my door in his face.

Hearing Chris swearing before stomping down the stairs with Ashley following I whipped around seeing a teary eyed Gerard hugging his knees, face resting on his arms. I rushed over and dived onto the bed, pulling Gerard's crying body against mine. 

But he moved away from me standing up tugging at his hair, like it was the only thing keeping his hands occupied.Sitting up on my knees I wriggled over to the edge before standing up on my feet before moving to stand beside him but not close enough to touch since he might need space.

"Gee are you okay? I know it was a stupid question and I could clearly see he was in fact not okay. I moved my eyes up to his face seeing newly fresh tears from his red coated eyes as the memories from his past entered his mind.  

"I'm fucking peachy Frank" He snap tugging his hair harder, afraid that he was going to make him self bald by the end of this I moved closer and grasped his hands softly tugging them away from his hair, ignoring the snappy comment he had thrown at me. 

Linking our fingers together he hunched his shoulders before locking eyes with mine. He looked broken and disparate for love but it seemed like he wasn't getting anything he wanted.

I unlinked our fingers after moments and reached up to hold his cold cheeks in my hands.I leaned forward pressing soft gentle kisses to his wet cheeks where tears had stained them before moving to leave a delicate kiss on his lips despite him not kissing back. 

 I wrapped him in my arms feeling him sob into my neck but he soon pulled away wiping his face as he stepped further away from me. I inner whined from his actions but made no plan to move any closing since he seemed to be far away from me.

"I need to go" He sighed meeting my eyes before turning towards the door but before he left I quickly spoke up.

"Gee wait" I went to step closer wanting to pull him in for a hug but he flinched. I felt my heart drop seeing him flinch away from me. 

He shook his head before slamming my door opening and rushed down the stairs my house. 

I was left standing in my room shocked and slightly sad since he had flinched and ran away. He needed time away from everything, I guess this gives me time to go down stairs and scream at Chris for everything he had done, he caused this, he made Gerard cry, he wasn't getting away with it either. 

A/N Now my lil munchkins a warning before next chapter, it will get a bit sad and might trigger some readers, ill put another trigger warning at the start. Love you all 💕

 P.s chapter are coming slow since I broke my hand today speed skating so sorry lovelies 💕