"Hey Hinaka, would you mind taking a walk? Just to the park?" Haruki asked me, breaking through my thoughts almost instantly.
"Sure that's fine by me," I nodded getting up. We headed out of the bar, I let Haruki lead. We walked for awhile in silence. I finished the small amount of beer I had left and tossed the bottle into a nearby trash can as we walked. He soon stopped, we were on the outskirts of a park. He stood under a cherry blossom tree, though its time to bloom was no where near close. Haruki turned to face me, I stood silently eyeing him curiously at what he had to tell me. He took a deep breath as if to say something before just turning away and setting himself down below the tree's branches. I walked over and sat beside him, still eyeing him curiously. He has brought me out here to tell me something...
"What is it you brought me out here for?" I asked with genuine curiosity.
No response, he seemed tuned out of the world. I tapped his shoulder which seemed to startle him, and I repeated myself, "I asked why are we here? Is there something you need to tell me?" He paused as if mentally preparing for what he had to say next,
"Yeah there is," he took a deep breath, starting to look away from me, "Just please, try not to run away. I've been feeling something for awhile now. Since the academy..."
My thoughts couldn't help but break my concentration on what Haruki was trying to tell me.
He looks so pretty in the moonlight.... his jawline is so crisp and his eyes kinda sparkle. Entrancing, so handsome... STOP YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO BE LISTENING!
"I... I think... I think I like you, Hinaka. In a romantic way."
My mind clicked, my expression was still blank as if I was still listening but inside my head it was like someone just detonated a land mine. This man, I've hated for over half of my life, a noble who's supposed to be straighter than a metal rod, just admitting this random feeling to me.
OHHHHHH MY GOSHHHH HE LIKES ME IN THAT WAY AND I NEVER THOUGHT HE'D. WHAT?! But... he's just so...
"I understand if you're-" Haruki tried to continue, but before he could my lips were against his. My hands already tangled in his hair as I kissed him. After the shock of my actions Haruki didn't hesitate to return it. Once the kiss broke I sat quietly gazing into his sparklingly gray eyes, though a light tint of purple crossed them. The rare jewels from his noble blood seeping through. I couldn't really believe what the hell just happened but I couldn't deny I liked it...
"So... are we?" Haruki asked me tentatively.
"Yes we are..." I replied, my eyes closing, my forehead falling forward to clash into Haru's chest. What the fuck am I doing... It didn't take long for me to pass out atop of Haruki. What a drunk looser I am... wait I didn't even drink... oh fuck.
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"Hinaka... wake up," I hear a familiar voice calling. My eyes fluttered open to see I wasn't in the park, wasn't in a hotel room. And rather in Haruki's apartment.
_MASTER_WAKE_UP_
"Oh, fuck!" I cried out ripping out of the blankets and bed Haruki probably got me comfortable in. _What_have_you_been_doing?!_
I DON'T KNOW GURIFIN PLEASE!
I avoided Haruki's hands trying to grab me back, I grabbed my spike collar and threw on my boots as fast as possible.
YOU'VE_RUINED_IT__I_CAN'T_COMMUNICATE_WITH_YOU_FOR_WEEKS_AND_LOOK_WHERE_YOU'VE_GOTTEN_YOURSELF!!!_
Gurifin please! I was drunk don't put it on me!
_You_remember_You_weren't_drunk_
I cursed under my breath again and forced open the window, not hesitating to hop out and leave Haruki. He cried out after me but I dashed off as fast as I could.
Gurifin... please you gotta understand.
_What__That_you'd_kiss_a_guy_and_say_you_love_him_just_because_a_girl_couldn't_possibly_want_to_love_you?__
My hands clutched my head, Gurifin's words hitting me as if they were fists themselves.
Gurifin... please... I know I'm your master. Just let me figure things out. I can do it on my own just let me be.
_Clearly_you_can't_because_we_see_the_results_right_now_
"I can't help it!!!" I bursted out, my usual tough guy act, swept away and picked up by the wind. My hands held my head up but my legs couldn't hold my body. My knees buckled forward as I slumped to the ground. It occurred to me then, I was still wearing Haruki's jacket.
_Come_on__Hinaka_I_can't_judge_you__I_can_only_support_you__No_matter_how_crazy_of_a_bastard_you_are__I_just_want_you_to_get_stronger___When_you_drink_so_much_I_leave_because_your_thoughts_then_fog_over_my_desperate_cries_to_get_you_back__
But what do I do...?! I could care less about getting stronger or how my drinking clouded you out.
What do I do about Haruki?!
_You_confessed__Then_aren't_you_commited?__
My mind went blank as the whole world seemed to pause, I didn't even notice the people who were rushing by me. Or the one certain person yelling out my name.
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Sandstorm
Ficção GeralI'm not very tall, I have obnoxious white hair. It's like I could stick out in a crowd. But not really... I promise I'm not old, I was born like this. I normally don't care about how I look, I used to never care. We used to be childhood friends. Gr...
