Sorry Guys I'll Be Gone

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Winter Break is over and school just started today for me, and today was just NOT my day... I thought it was gonna be all good but noooo friggin school and grades and classes just had dump a whole tub of stress and anger and disappointment on me WELL I'M SORRY I'M LAZY TEACHERS and counselor just go ahead and add a freaking Guidance class to my schedule just cuz I had ONE D that I was going to raise up in my algebra class! And oh yeah English teacher don't worry you can just call my mom like you said you would for not doing the annotations I was supposed to do (she grades REALLY hard) Soon I'll get yelled at and have my stuff taken away until I could do "better" in school stupid CSN I NEVER WANTED TO GO HERE I WOULD BE DOING SOOO MUCH BETTER IF I JUST STAYED AT SILVERADO OR CLARK OR ANY REGULAR HIGH SCHOOL NOT A COLLEGE WITH A HIGH SCHOOL PROGRAM I MAY BE SMART BUT I'M ALSO DUMB, AN IDIOT
I hate being expected to to be this good little Asian girl that always gets good grades I JUST WANT TO DO WHAT I WANT
I WANT TO BE FREE
NOT TRAPPED IN THIS CAGE CALLED "LIFE" with a lock called "RESPONSIBILITY" to prevent me from doing what I want!
"You have to do good in school so you can have a bright future" they say but
I DON'T CARE ABOUT THAT I CARE ABOUT THE PRESENT RIGHT NOW BECAUSE WHO KNOWS IF I'LL EVEN HAVE A FUTURE I COULD DIE AT ANY MOMENT WITHOUT ACTUALLY BEING ABLE TO FULLY RELAX AND ALL OF MY STRESS AND WORK COULD BE FOR NOTHING
I AM ONLY 16 AND STILL LEARNING AND I'M NOT LIKE THE OTHER STUDENTS IN MY CLASSES WHO ARE DOING WELL
I NEED TO GO AT MY OWN PACE
and nooo I can't kill or hurt myself (cuz would add physical pain to my emotional/mental pain rn) and if I do then I would just cause MORE problems for my family
We are FORCED to go to school (and we're lucky we're able to even go to school) but rn I would gladly give away my position to a child who wants to go to school but can't.
2017, thanks for starting out oh so well for me.

I'm sorry guys, I just wanted to rant, and I know that I'll be hearing an ear full from my mom once she gets that call. I haven't forgotten about those requested stories, but I have NO idea when will be back on here. Or when I'll be able to play Overwatch or when I'll be able to stop studying and doing friggin assignments for school. I just know, that I won't be getting on here for a long while.

Also thank you guys for the 20k views, seeing that was probably the only highlight of my day.

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