Okay, this may be a fucking childish temper tantrum on my part, but I really cannot handle it. If you don't know, there's these people who's joined Wattpad. I don't want them anywhere near my profile or my work. I honestly dislike the fact that they're so close to me. I don't even know how they found me. If you didn't know, Charlotte is a pen name. It's not my real name, but it is a little similar.
It's not that they're bad people, so don't hate them for this. They're just so... I can't explain it. I just don't want them near me. I'm sure that if they read this, they'll understand it's them I'm typing about.
They're the reason I want to leave Wattpad. This is just unbelievable. Wattpad was my home and sanctuary for so long. It's been over a year with you guys, and I love this site. Mind you, I hardly read anything here, but there's so many people I've grown closer to.
But now, because of them, I'm thinking about packing up everything and just leaving the site. There's been so much work here that it makes me feel sad about leaving. I've accomplished more than I ever thought I would. I haven't been updating or writing for months, because honestly there's nothing I want to do. There's things I want to write, but haven't been able to express. I can't post any of the new stories I may possibly want to write on Wattpad either, because the majority of my fans came for the PJO fanfic. I honestly want to delete everything, but maybe keep the account. I don't know yet.
As for "Being the Son of Hades' Personal Maid," I've considered dropping it. Like I said, I haven't even touched it for months. There's nothing I want to do with it anymore. I've fallen out of love with Nico, and as sad as this sounds, I don't think I'll ever fall back. I read "The Son of Neptune" and as much as I was happy seeing Nico again, I didn't feel that spark to write. The story's mostly just an old thing. I've grown out of it, and I feel like I'm disappointing my own abilities if I continue.
However, there are still many things I want to write and share. I can't post them on Wattpad, because like I said earlier, all of my fans came for PJO. Everything I'm writing at the moment has nothing to do with PJO. ._.
I'm ending this off, because I'm not as angry anymore. I haven't decided whether to leave, and I'm pretty such I've thought and ranted about it often. This time though has really set me off the edge. It's them or me, and well, it's just easier for me to let go.
Thank you for everything,
Charlotte.
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Message to My Lovely Fans + Random Rants
Non-FictionAt first, this was just a letter to inform my fans about my writing situation, but I've decided to use it for rants too. Sometimes I get so angry or sad, or anything, that I just really want to- well, I don't know. You guys should understand how I'm...
