Message to My Lovely Fans + Random Rants

Sour Key + Super Hero.

I knew having conversations on the phone while eating was a bad idea. It's a few days after Halloween, I'm still eating candy by the bucketfuls [waiting for those cavities to come]. I'm on the phone, chattering away and screaming. My delicious yellow and red sour key slips out of my mouth and lands on the floor. Oh, great. What a waste of candy. IT WAS THE RED FLAVOR. THAT ONE'S THE BEST! Damn it! Another thing was that it landed on my math test notification... Oops! Well, nothing can be done about that, right?

AND THE MOST IMPORTANT THING ABOUT TODAY. SO, THERE'S THIS RUMOR THAT SHINee's NEW COMEBACK SONG IS GOING TO BE CALLED "SUPER HERO!" OH, MY GODS, I AM SO FUCKING EXCITED. IT'S JUST A RUMOR, BUT I HOPE THAT IT'S TRUE. RUMORS SAY THAT IT'S GOING TO BE RELEASED EARLY 2012. THAT'S GOOD, REALLY GOOD. BECAUSE ALL THE OTHER ARTISTS ARE HAVING THEIR COMEBACKS NOW, IT'S GOOD THAT SHINee's WAITING A BIT FOR THIS. :D

Then again, it may just be a rumor. There was a rumor a while back that their comeback was going to be called "Gravity." I really hope that the rumors are true though. SHINee's been gone far too long! They need to come back and show their dominance in the Hallyu Wave!

I haven't bought any of their albums yet, but I'm planning to buy every single one of them... Maybe. I don't have a ton of money in my pocket, and my mom probably wouldn't let me order all of them anyway. I seriously like having CDs in my hand rather than MP3s on my music player or anything. It feels better, because I have an actual disk in my hand. It makes me feel like I'm supporting the artist in some way or another. Plus, the albums give photocards. Too bad they're random. I fully plan on trading around until I get all Taemin cards. :3 He's my bias.

Lee Taemin is an amazing dancer, truly talented in every way. When he sings, his soft voice is so lifting, it makes me feel so happy. One of my best friend's once told me that my heart was as dark as my eyes [and believe me, my eyes are dark], and another time they took me I had a heart of ice. When Taemin sings though, I feel so warm, so happy. The ice melts and I'm left with fire. His smile brightens up my day, because that joyful feeling he has passes through and makes me think, "Hey, my life isn't so bad." Anything Taemin does just makes me happier. It makes me feel like I'm not just some robot moving around. He's the person that made me who I am today, or at least, he was a very large influence. Taemin has made me so much more interesting than I was months ago.

You might think I'm way over my head, because he doesn't know I exist. You may think that it's just temporary, that he's just an idol, I'll get over him.

I do not doubt my love for Taemin for even a moment. The heart is pure, and my feelings are sincere. This is something that is permanent in my life, it is something that will affect me for the rest of my existence. My love will be stronger than even death.

I love Lee Taemin, forever and always.

Eternity.