Royalty [BWWM]

6. To You

                 

February

From: Nikolai

To: Destiny

Desi,

You've left me no other way of contacting you. You've blocked my on every thing I could think of and I have no idea if you are receiving my texts or my emails.

Thank God for plain pencil and paper.

This isn't easy for me either. I fell in love with someone so beautiful. All I wanted to do was to keep you unharmed, but love you in return. I didn't know how to do that without hurting you and I'm sorry.

You haven't been replying to me and I don't blame you for that...

I miss you.

I've been taking my classes online at the university. It isn't the same as being in class and studying together but it's something.

I want to come see you. Hear your stupid jokes that you find so funny. I'm sorry, they're not stupid. I'm stupid.

Stupid for leaving you the way I did. Things are so much complicated than I can explain. Traditions are consuming me from left to right. Traditions I've been ignoring for you.

We were more than friends. We were... everything. You were everything. You are everything.

Do you know how hard it is to try and run a country with you on my mind?

Please find it in your heart to forgive me, Desi.

Love,

Nick