I cut my hair because by doing so I'm letting go of the past me who cut.
I'm letting go the the fact that I don't have long wavy golden blonde hair and striking blue eyes and pale fair skin with light pink lips and big boobs and very a small waist and a big hips and small thighs and God dammit why do I have scars all over my body from being a stupid reckless kid!
I'm saying fuck it and telling my parents that maybe the reason why we fight so much is that you don't understand that I'm no longer the little girl who wanted to be the sleeping beauty, waiting for a prince BECAUSE MAYBE I DONT WANT WANT TO BE.
BECAUSE RIGHT NOW I WANT TO BE THE PERSON THAT LOOKED LIKE NOT A PRINCE NOR A PRINCESS AND INSTEAD MAYBE I JUST MEET THE PERFECT PERSON THAT COULD BE A SHE!!!
IM SAYING GOD DAMMIT, WERE THESE STEREOTYPES THERE FOR ME WHEN I THOUGHT THAT ID RATHER DIE, THAN WEAR A FUCKING SWIMSUIT.
im not saying help me.
im saying, look at me.
i don't care,
if you think im disgusting.
if you think im weird.
im saying, for once in this totally pointless life that im in and i love,
That I'm happy.
Everyday I smile and laugh and eager for more of people saying that I'm stupid to see what happens next.
Yeah, I'm happy with anything you throw at me.
Because I am not always what you think I am.
