Waking up to kiss you and nobody's there
The smell of your perfume still stuck in the air
It's hard
Yesterday I thought I saw your shadow running 'round
It's funny how things never change in this old town
So far
From the stars
And I want to tell you everything
The words I never got to say the first time around
And I remember everything
From when we were the children playing in this fairground
Wish I was there with you now
'Cause if the whole world was watching I'd still dance with you
Drive highways and byways to be there with you
Over and over the only truth
Everything comes back to you
Mmmmm
I saw that you moved on with someone new
In the pub that we met he's got his arms around you
It's so hard
So hard
And I want to tell you everything
The words I never got to say the first time around
And I remember everything
From when we were the children playing in this fairground
Wish I was there with you now
'Cause if the whole world was watching I'd still dance with you
Drive highways and byways to be there with you
Over and over the only truth
Everything comes back to you
You still make me nervous when you walk in the room
Them butterflies—they come alive when I'm next to you
Over and over the only truth
Everything comes back to you
And I know that it's wrong
That I can't move on
But there's something 'bout you
'Cause if the whole world was watching I'd still dance with you
Drive highways and byways to be there with you
Over and over the only truth
Everything comes back to you
You still make me nervous when you walk in the room
Them butterflies—they come alive when I'm next to you
Over and over the only truth
Everything comes back to you
Mmmm
Everything comes back to you
Mmmm
;-;-;-;-;-;-;-;-;-;-;-;-;-;-;-;-;-;-;-;-;-;-;
I don't know. I'm happy, or I should be.
I have everything I need.
I have late night cuddles and minecraft with my little brother.
I have a great team in basketball.
I'm doing good in band.
Hell, my grades are pretty damn awesome.
So why, why, is it one of those days?
I'm making people happy.
I have proof that somebody in this world loves and needs me.
But it's one those days.
Those days when you feel bad for yourself.
Those days where you remind yourself, your happy.
And you tell yourself everything that usually works.
So why the fuck am I having one of those days?
I literally only have one secret that I don't tell anybody so I shouldn't be bottling up emotions anymore.
I can do anything.
I laughed so much today.
But I still am having one of those days.
And maybe it's just today.
But might be tomorrow, too.
And the day after that.
And the day after that.
And then, it won't be one of those days.
It'll be my depression all over again.
So where's the solution to one of those days?
Because I've done everything I can and still...
It's one of those days.
Maybe a change?
But I don't want one.
Maybe laughter?
Already have that.
Maybe love?
I have so much of that.
So what the hell is wrong with me?
Cuz I don't know.
Not anymore.
