I find it hilarious that the 'most important commandment is to love others' and in church all we ever talk about is being worthless.
Seriously, if I learned one thing from depression it's that you don't always need to rely on others to be happy.
Where was god when I prayed to him everyday,"If you help me I will forever worship you." Cause he never came.
We talk about 'true happiness' when I'm already there, literally the only thing I would want is a better relationship with my parents, and for my friends to be happy with being themselves.
And those, I know, will come in time.
I mean, I mainly agree with Christianity, except I don't believe in god and don't understand why people need a book that thick just to not be a dick.
Sorry, but you should know not to kill a person without god telling you he doesn't want you to.
Another thing, he, the dioceses of my church has made a rule that women can't do anymore than be deacon, and deacons don't get paid anything!
They think that since god was a man and Jesus is a man than we shouldn't have a women that does more than read read aloud a few times.
So many priests have said that women should be allowed to be the head of the church, but no one listens.
If your a women and you hear a calling to become a priest and you work hard to become one then all of the sudden a man whose just interested in money takes your place like holy shit I would be pissed.
Really, I honestly loving speaking aloud, and when I was younger I felt a calling to become a deacon, but I don't know anymore.
And I have a question, what if there was a man who became a famous head priest and was loved and was great all of the sudden came out as transgender?
Would people still love her?
I mean, some would, but certainly not everybody.
Look, I know some homophobic people that I was friends with for a long time so I had always imagined the world having a whole lot more hateful homophobes than there is.
But there's also people who say they support you, but they make fun of sexuality, and treat you differently, which is dumb.
I don't even get why they hate it.
Okay, so onetime, one of those homophobes told me,"Transgender people think that god made them wrong." And I was just in shock.
I didn't what to say, I wanted to defend them, because despite I didn't know shit about kenmemes_, my older sister had a transgender girlfriend.
We call her Jenny.
Do you wanna hear something funny? The person that told me this older sister, was transgender.
And she told me,"I used to love so much, but he just so..." I responded with,"You don't love her anymore?"
She was pissed.
Apparently she still loved her and her sibling was a he.
I mean, I never even saw them talk.
She would walk in and the only person who would talk to her was their mom.
But anyways, I really do like going to church... kinda.
I love seeing people united and happy.
I hate singing songs to a god I don't believe in.
I could even get behind the whole,"God is real," thing, if only for one thing.
I think life is pointless.
I don't think we're working to anything.
I don't believe in 'live your life for god'.
Anyways, done with that rant!
Hope you noticed how weirdly that was written, for me at least.
See ya later!
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