Sidemen One-Shots

Forget About You

This one-shot will be entirely from Josh's POV

(H/C: Hair color E/C: Eye color Y/N: Your Name)

Josh x Reader/Minizerk

I slowly open my eyes, only to immediately close them again as pain shoots through my skull and I am blinded by a bright light. I groan, holding my hand to my head. I cautiously open my eyes again, allowing them to adjust to the light. Once I have full access to my eyesight I look around to see where I am. What the fuck? Why am I in the bathtub? I look down and see that I'm fully clothed, but they're not mine. Who gave me these clothes? Also I have a blanket and a pillow. Wait... did I sleep here?! I sit up and see another person passed out near the toilet. Who even is that?

What time is it? I rub at my eyes and slowly get up out of the bathtub, carefully moving around the passed out person. I exit the bathroom and lean against the wall outside, closing my eyes and sighing. Suddenly I have a flash of pretty blue eyes and soft lips. I quickly open my eyes. What the heck was that?! Did I kiss somebody? Who?! I shake my head as if to get rid of the image, and quickly regret doing that as it only caused my head to hurt worse.

I grab hold of my head as if trying to steady it, feeling very dizzy. I slowly and quietly make my way down the stairs, kicking trash and empty cups out of the way as I go. I skillfully maneuver my way around a few bodies and a bunch of trash until I make it to the kitchen, going through the cabinets, desperately trying to find asperin. Once I find it I pour myself a glass of water and down the pills, sitting myself down at the island. I fold my arms in front of me and rest my head on them, hoping the massive hangover I have right now will go away quickly.

Why? Why have I done this to myself? All I wanted to do was forget about Y/N and the break up. Instead of moping around and locking myself in my room, I wanted to hang out with the lads, drink a bit, and just have a good time. Instead, I get black out drunk, pass out in the freaking bathtub of all places, and the only thing I can remember out of all of last night is kissing someone. I don't even know who it was! I just know it wasn't Y/N, because she freaking left.

I hear footsteps behind me, but I literally can't be asked to lift my head to see who it is. I just listen as they quietly walk around the kitchen, opening cupboards and the fridge, pulling things out. It sounds like they know what they're doing, so it's got to be one of the lads. Then I feel a presence next to me and hear something being set in front of me. I reluctantly look up and see a bowl of cereal.

I look to my right, seeing Vik sat next to me with his own bowl of cereal. I fully sit up and let out a quiet "Thanks," letting him know I appreciate it. He looks at me, giving me an easy smile and nodding in acknowledgement. I start to eat my cereal and then get an idea.

"Hey Vik?" I ask, turning my head to him. He looks at me again in question. "Do you know what happened last night? I can hardly remember anything? Did I do anything bad or embarrassing?" I ask him, knowing he isn't one to really drink, so he would've been sober and could remember. His eyes widen slightly and he gives me a nervous looking smile. I groan. "Oh god, what did I do?"

"Well, uh... what do you remember?" he asks, seeming a little uneasy. I sit and think back, collecting my thoughts. "There's not much. I just remember wanting to get drunk to forget about Y/N," I get a little choked up as I say her name for the first time out loud since the break up. He rubs my back in comfort and I give him a thankful smile. "The only thing I remember after having a few drinks is, well I think I kissed someone, but I have no idea who she is," I explain.

He pulls his hand away from my back and places it in front of him, sucking in a harsh breath, making me feel a bit uneasy. "What?" I ask. "Well..." he trails off. "C'mon, please just tell me," I beg. He sighs. "Josh you didn't kiss a girl." This confuses me. "Are you sure I didn't kiss anyone? I distinctly remember blue eyes," I insist. "I didn't say you didn't kiss anyone." I pull a face and turn to take a bite of my nearly forgotten cereal. "Vik please just give me a straight answer, I'm too hungover for this."

"Fine. You kissed a boy." I nearly choke on my cereal as I hear this and Vik begins to hit my back, trying to help me out. Once I'm done with my coughing fit I whip my head around to Vik, eyes wide. "What do you mean I kissed a boy?!" I exclaim. He shrugs. "Just what I said. You kissed a boy." I take a deep breath and calm myself down. "Okay. Okay fine. That's fine. I kissed a boy. Nothing wrong with that," I say, mostly to myself. I already know I'm bisexual. There's a boy that I have a small crush on. This is the reason Y/N broke up with me. Not that she's homophobic, she just didn't like that I had a crush on someone else.

"No, Josh. The fact that it was a boy isn't the problem. The problem is who that boy was. Though I'm not really sure it's that much of a problem, as he seemed to have enjoyed it, too." Vik tells me. I look at him in panic. "Who was it?" I demand.

"Simon."

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Song: Forget About You by R5