Sidemen One-Shots

Secret Love Song

This one-shot will be entirely from Simon's POV

(H/C: Hair color E/C: Eye color Y/N: Your Name)

KSimon (JJ x Simon)

Laughing, I allow JJ to pull me up the stairs, away from all the people partying and as we turn the corner he pushes me up against the wall, pressing his lips against my own. I eagerly lift both my hands to caress his face, deepening the kiss as he winds his arms around my waist. Our lips move together feverishly, desperately, our tongues dancing a sloppy tango. I pull away and barely have time to catch my breath before his lips meet mine again.

But then we hear footsteps coming up the stairs and I'm being shoved away from him and through the bathroom door that we coincidently happened to be making out beside. I jump slightly as JJ nearly slams the door shut in his rush to hide me. Then I hear muffled words coming from the other side of the door and I take this time alone to catch my breath and slow my beating heart. I rest my back against the door and allow my head to fall back against it as I try to listen to the conversation.

"Hey JJ, have you seen Simon?" I hear, and it kinda sounds like Chip, but I could be wrong.

"Nah mate, think he went to grab some more Redbull," came JJ's reply.

"Alright well if you see him can you tell him Josh was wanting to speak with him?"

"Sure."

"Also, that girl you invited is here. Y/N I think her name was."

"Great, can you tell her to come up here?"

"Yup. See ya later." And then I hear Chip's footsteps fade as he makes his way back down the stairs and the bathroom door opens, causing me to stumble back, but before I fall a pair of hands reach out to steady me.

"Sorry about that. I couldn't have anyone seeing us," he explains, and I feel my heart die a little more.

"Would that be such a bad thing?" I ask, and I watch as his face morphs into a stern, yet soft look and he steps back away from me, his hands falling to his side.

"Simon you know we can't come out. All the hate we would get... I just don't want everyone thinking they need to have a say in our relationship. I thought you understood that."

"JJ I love being with you, but I never get to show it. I love when we go out, just the two of us, but I never get to call it a date. I love when we're the only two home, and we cuddle up on the sofa together, but we can only be together behind closed doors."

He loses the stern look and confusion frustration spreads across his face. "I thought that was enough."

Then we hear footsteps on the stairs again, and it's the girl JJ invited. She looks up as she reaches the top and when she spots JJ, her E/C eyes light up and she smiles, walking over to him with a "Hey!" and embraces him, pulling him into a hug. He wraps his arms around her, returning it before he looks up at me again, and our eyes lock.

"It'll never be enough." And then I go down the stairs and to the front door where I quickly tug on my shoes and leave the house without another word. As I close the door I realize I forgot my keys, but I don't want to go back inside, so I decide I'll just walk.

I quickly take off down the pavement, moving towards this old abandoned building I found not too long ago. When I reach the building I go around to the side, where I know there's a ladder and I climb up onto the roof. I move over to the edge and lean against the short wall, resting my hands on the ledge and look over the side, noting how far down the drop is.

I then look up at the stars and let out a breath I hadn't realized I was holding, and I replay in my mind what happened. I turn around and lower myself to the ground.

Of course I understand why JJ doesn't want hate. But what I don't understand is why what they might say matters so much to him. Why he has to hide our feelings for each other just because someone might say something. Why we can't hold hands in the streets because someone might recognize us and see. Why I can't kiss him on the dance floor because people might be react badly.

I don't care about what they think of me, I care about what he thinks of me.

But he doesn't understand that. He doesn't get that I don't wanna hide us away. I just want to say that I'm in love. I get to my feet and turn my head to face the sky yet again and shout from the rooftop

"I'M IN LOVE WITH OLIJIDE OLITUNJI!"

and there's absolutely nothing I can do about it.

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Song: Secret Love Song by Little Mix