A/n: HOLLALALALALALAALLALALALALLLALALALALAAAAAAAAAA~! Ok so yeah i hope you guys are all good and well and i have a head ache and I'm dying from lack of pasta so I'm going to get this chapter up for you guys and yeah hope you enjoy! Warning this one is kinda depressing in my POV.
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'You're useless'
'You were the death of our family.'
'SISTER!'
'You shouldn't of been born!'
'We all wish you were dead!'
'Leave stupid bitch!'
'Whore!'
'Who wants you!?'
'You're not worth wasting food on.'
'*knock knock* Wake up and face reality you bitch!'
'You need to grow up!' (a/n: Nahhhhhimgood.)
'Squad l- EADER (L/N) SNAP OUT OF IT!" A voice yelled at you in the dark.
"STOP PLAYING FUCKING MUSIC BOX!" You screamed shaking your head in your hands still asleep in your nightmare with hands on your shoulders trying to wake you up. (A/n: Can be any music box you want but i would suggest something creepy. :P)
"S-"
"GET OUT OF MY HEAD!" You screamed as you faced the celling with tears flowing down your face.
"SQUAD LEADER (L/N)!" The voice screamed at you through your nightmare as they slapped you across the face hard.
'SISTER!'
'You did nothing for us!'
'Stop lying!'
'Get out of our lives!'
'Cadet? Pfft useless!'
"LEAVE ME ALONE!" You screamed out collapsing into a ball and shaking.
"HOW ARE YOU STILL ASLEEP?!" The voice yelled at you again.
"MUSIC BOX GET OUT!" You yelled crying your eyes out.
"Fucking HELL WAKE UP!" They yelled as they pushed your shoulders against the wall with force. Your eyes opened fast. The tears still streaming down your face. You started screaming (A/n: YOU SOUND LIKE ARMINS SCREAM OK? THAT TYPE OF SCREAM!) and placed your hands at your face and curled up.
"Hush it was just a nightmare." The voice, or Levi should I say cooed.
"A living nightmare! That goddamn music box! Why?!" You screamed.
"Shush. I need to go back to my room are you going to be okay now?" He asked rubbing your back as he pulled you into a hug. You nodded and he got up and left. You whimpered to yourself and threw yourself against the wall. Repeating everything that the memories said to you in your nightmare. You shock horribly and forced the memories on yourself. You cut lines down your arms and wouldn't stop. Blood started to drip all over the floor when the door started to creak open.
"No no no no no no no no no NO NO!" Levi screamed at you as he threw the knife at the wall and wrapped your arms up as you sat there and cried.
"WHY!" He screamed at you. Good thing everyone else was out drunk that night so no one could hear you two.
"Do you have any idea what i've been though?! All that hate?! All those nightmares that come back every time i get just a little bit tipsy?! That my life is worthless?! No one cared! No one cares! No one wants me! I dont even know why I'm here and you're here with me!" You screamed back as he pulled you into a hug.
"Goddamn brat i dont know what you've been though but thats the past! You dont have to drink! You just had to tell me that you were this bad! I care! I love you! I want you to be happy!" He said. You sat there in shock.
"Levi....." You said softly.
"(f/n)....." He said back.
"The music box is gone...." You said smiling slightly.
"You dont need to worry. I'll be here for you." He whispered in your ear and gently pressed his lips against yours.
"Thank you for waking me up." You said when he removed his lips.
"Thank you for being alive."
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A/n: Yeah i think theres something wrong with me today. I really need sleep so bye.
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Fanfiction((IN THE PROCESS OF BEING EDITED)) A bunch of one shots with you and Levi. Female based reader. I don't own anything in this book apart from the story lines. Everything goes to their rightful owners.