He gave her a new life

Chapter 38

I WANT TO SEE YOUR SMILE AND HEAR YOUR LAUGHTER. I WANT TO KISS AWAY THE OLD HURTS AND HOLD YOU UNTIL YOU KNOW WHITOUT A DOUBT THAT THIS IS FOR REAL

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Jayson's POV

It kills me,when I see her breakdown. Seeing her crying. It feels like a sharp stab to my heart. The heart which I had turned into stone. Not to feel anything for anyone again. She has broken it. Now I feel pain, love ,  care for her. I feel guilty. She is right. It's all my fault. She's in this mess because of me. I shouldn't have gotten closer to her.

I am going insane. I just cannot believe what effect this girl has on me. I love her. I take another shot of the drink. Sitting  there at the bar processing all that happened in last few hours. I did not realist it's one in the morning.

"Hey handsome" I turn to see a brunette fawning over me.

"Not interested" I snap and walk out.

I leave my car and walk around. All I can think about is Oli. My head starts to hurt. And I lie down on the road and gaze at the sky.

"Oli, I am sorry. I am gonna tell you about Bella. Please talk to me. Please give me a chance to explain." I groan as my head starts to hurt more. Like it's being hammered.

"Jayson" I hear someone shout. I open my eyes to see Samuel, captain of the football team looking at me in shock.

"Hey there Sammy boy. How are you" I smile.

"Jay get up. You're wasted man. Look at you. I almost ran over you with my car. Come on I'll drop you home" he pulls me up.

"I have my car" I blurt out.

"Ya right. You are not in the position to drive. You're eighteen for god sake. Why do you drink so much. It's not even legal." He drags me to his car.
Samuel is the college good boy. Does not like drinking. He is a freaking saint.

"Sammy. You gotta drink once in a while. Clears you mind. And not to forget, it's very good for your health" I laugh.

"Look at you Jay. You are miserable. What happened man. Why you killing yourself. I have not seen you like this before." He looks at me.

"I am such a screw up Sam. Such a screw up. She hates me. I love her. But she hates me more now because I love her" I mumble.

"You are so wiped. Who is this girl. She did a great job in breaking the bad boy. I never thought Jayson and love can go in the same sentence. Cheers to that girl whoever did this to you" he laughs.

"Shut up and drive. Not funny" I groan.

Sam drops me home and leaves. My eyes feel heavy and I slowly drift to sleep.

I wake up in the morning and take a quick shower and drive to college early. I did not want to face Oli. Atleast not yet. I write a small note. I decided to tell her everything. I decided to show her the room.

I find Leo and Emma cuddling in canteen.

"You guys make me wanna puke." I roll my eyes.

"And your problem is?" Emma glares at me.

"Can you give this to Oli." I hand her the piece of paper.

"And what makes you think I'll do that. Aren't you satisfied yet. She's had enough from you and your brother. I don't want you anywhere near her. If you hurt here more than what you have already done. I'm gonna hunt you down and slaughter your little precious thing and stuff it into you mouth" she shouts.

I stand there with eyes almost popping out at her words.

"Babe, you need to relax." Leo grabs he shoulder .

"I'm not gonna hurt her. I love her" I look at her eyes filled with anger few minutes ago, change to shock.

"What? You love her. Are you serious. Because if you.." she blurts out but I manage to cut her off.

"I am. I swear. I cross my heart and swear to die. I love Oli. I want to explain her everything. I want to protect her" I hold my hand on my heart.

"What are you, Five? Cross my heart and swear to die" Leo mimics me.

"Shut up, Leonard" I shout.

"Don't you dare call me that" he glares at me.

"Please Emma. One favor. Please" I plead her.

"I'm flattered. Jayson is pleading for my help. Amazing" she laughs.

"Emma" I growl.

"Okay. God, chill out. I'm doing you a favor. You owe me remember that." She stands up to leave.

"Okay. Whatever you want. Name it" I smile.

She walks towards the exit and stops midway.

"Just one thing. Oli is an amazing girl Jay. Just don't hurt her" she smiles and walks away.

"I won't " I say as I see them leave.

I drive to the park. I know she might not turn up. But it does not hurt to have a little hope. I wait there. I just hope she comes. I'll be the happiest man on earth. I know I don't deserve it. But she deserves an explanation. And she deserves to be happy, protected. I'm gonna do that.