Sitting on His Lap

How does it feel

A/N: cheesy pick up line- I know what's on the menu tonight
Me-N-U

Names have been changed. Sapphire is now Eva, and Jackson is now Ryder (but if you see any of the following names in the story let me know so I can change them; Sapphire, Jackson, Blaize, and Ruxin)

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**Eva

I hummed him to sleep, following a suit soon after. I wake up thirty minutes later. His hand had moved from my crotch to stomach and I felt something jabbing me in the back.

Damn morning wood. 

I got up off the bed and walked into the kitchen, still wearing his shirt and undergarments. I started cooking him breakfast. I started playing the radio. One of my favorite songs Changing of the seaons  by Two Door Cinema  Club came on. Prancing around the room cooking I began to sing to it. 

So it's over? I didn't realize
It's so much colder
But it was no surprise

Did you ever
Get to know me?
'cause it has never been so plain to see

And when you say you won't forget me
Well I can tell you that's untrue
'cause every day since you left me
I've thought less and less of you

And I've worn out all the reasons
To keep on knocking at your door
Could be the changing of the seasons
But I don't love you anymore

The door is open
You whispered to me
As you stood frozen
In deep uncertainty

I hope that you know
What I am thinking
Before you go
With your heart sinking

And when you say you won't forget me
Well I can tell you that's untrue
'cause every day since you left me
I've thought less and less of you

And I've worn out all the reasons
To keep on knocking at your door
Could be the changing of the seasons
But I don't love you anymore
Anymore
Anymore

You said come back and spend the night
Come back and spend the night
With me
You said come back and spend the night
Come back and spend the night
With me
You said come back and spend the night
Come back and spend the night
With me
You said come back and spend the night
Come back and spend the night
With me

And when you say you won't forget me
Well I can tell you that's untrue
'cause every day since you left me
I've thought less and less of you

And I've worn out all the reasons
To keep on knocking at your door
Could be the changing of the seasons
But I don't love you
Anymore

Shaking my hips to the rhythm as I sang, I hear clapping just as I finish the pancakes.

"You're quite the singer, aren't you?" he mused at me.

"Who the fuck are you?" I yelled at the mysterious man in the doorway. My mind flooding with fear just as it had last night.

"Well your in my house. Shouldn't I be asking that?" he smirked.

"Ryder!!!" I screamed. I was terrified, and I hated myself for it. I'd always been independent, but now I was too afraid of everything to try to be, and at the moment Ryder was my crutch.