A/N: HOLY SHIT KABOB. Thanks for 150 reads in around just a day and a half..... that may not seem like much at all but this is my first work on wattpad, so probably not my best, and I am not well known on here by aaaany means so thank you guys!!
BUT ALSO,****WARNING**** this will be the first chapter that contains boy on boy action. If that is not your cup of tea, you will be able to skip this chapter entirely without missing too much that is extremely important to the story. However this is not a smut work, so it has been written tastefully and is not too too explicit.
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It was hot, and..... heavy, and unlike anything I've experienced with my previous girlfriends. No, I am not a virgin, but I've only ever been with girls. Probably to fulfill the stereotype that if you are a sports 'jock', you need to act like one when it comes to the lady's. It was always... fine. You know when you are asked to go to something that is supposed to be fun, but you would rather just stay at home and sleep? That was me when it came to sex with girls. I was always just.. there. There was more passion in one second of kissing JJ than all of the girls I had been with combined. It felt like it was meant to be, it wasn't forced. I wasn't just there because I had to be, I was there enjoying the moment, and I had completely forgotten about anything else than what I was focusing on in that moment.
Then JJ broke the kiss, leaving me slightly dazed, and then he slowly moved closer to my ear to whisper those words once again, the words that I had been waiting years to hear
" I love you" he said in a dark serious tone, one that I rarely ever heard from him. Then he slowly moved down to my neck, kissing his way to my collarbone, sending chills down my spine. It seemed the entire room had heated up, it felt like even the fire roared stronger than before.
" I lo-love you too" I said my voice breaking halfway through the statement as he pulled off my shirt and moved his way to my chest, making me shake with excitement and anticipation. He slowly worked his way down my torso, before, tormentingly slow, he started to unbutton and pull my pants off. I ran my fingers through his hair as he started to go down on me, and I thought i might black out. This was the first time that I had done anything physical with a person and it was about more than just getting off. I was so bewitched by him, that I nearly missed when he started too take his own clothes off. I wanted all of him, in every way. Shortly there after, he kissed back up my torso before planting a kiss on my lips, and then looking into my eyes with a longing, questioning look. Without any words spoken I understood what he wanted... and it scared me but I was ready.
I nodded at him, a consent giving nod. I just wanted to please him in every possible way.
I could barely breathe at the start, but he was gentle, and loving. His strong arms were staked on either side of me, filled with tension and flexed, rippling with veins and muscle. He hardly broke a kiss the entire time, only breaking it to breath, which was hardly important to either of us right now, or to say that he loved me. It didn't take long, for either of us. Watching his muscular body move, and flex, and tense up over me was enough to send me over the edge fairly quickly, and he followed seconds there after. There isn't a word in any language to accurately describe the intensity of the entire experience, stupefying, staggering, astonishing, breathtaking, none of these came close to being comparable to what just happened. After, we were both exhausted from sheer passion. He collapsed in a heap on top of me, wrapping his arms around me and resting his head near my clavicle, hugging me so tightly. I hugged him back, adrenaline and euphoria coursing throughout my entire body, and another time we say we love each other.
"Want to take a bath?" he says breaking the silence
" Sure" I say my voice still shaky. We both get up, and I follow him to the bathroom, and he got in the water first, inviting me in after, and I sat in between his legs with my back facing him, leaning back as he held me close from behind, and kissed me on the top of my head. We washed each other, and then after getting out and drying off, we both went to my bed, again cuddling with each other. I was scared. I was scared this was a dream, and I was going to wake up and have to deal with the reality that this didn't happen, or I was scared that I was going to lose him, at this point I don't know how I would make it through that. You hear stories of people falling in love with their best friend all the time, and you never think about just how amazing it can be if the feelings are mutual. Or maybe you do, but I can tell you right now it is so much better than you think it would be. I felt truly and entirely complete and happy, wrapping my arms around JJ's waist and burying my head in his chest as he hugged me back, our legs intertwined, before drifting off to sleep in each others arms.
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A/N: I really like these two characters!!! Also, I am always open to take suggestions for the entire book. As in, critics, plot suggestions, and things of the sort. I have pretty much a good idea where I want the main main big portion of the plot to go, but if you guys have any ideas, let me know!!! Maybe ill incorporate them in ( and credit you for helping of course) or if I like your idea better perhaps ill change a bit of the plot. I also plan on adding in a few more characters as the story develops. I really want to make this book as long as possible lol. Also, let me know if you guys thought this chapter was well written? I didnt want to make it too explicit because this book is a romance/love story/ etc not a smut, so I wanted to add scenes like this in because thats a big part of a relationship, without making it un-tasteful... and i thiiiinkk i did that with this chapter, but I would love your feedback! SORRY for how long this A/N btw!!!!
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RomanceNOT EDITED AT ALL****Warning, There will be boy on boy 'Action' and sexual themes after the beginning of the book, However I will mark the chapters as such so you know which ones contain that content and you can skip over them if that is not your cu...
