Finally Mine (boyxboy)

Chapter 6: JJ's POV

THIS IS WRITTEN FROM JJ'S PERSPECTIVE OF THE MORNING AFTER THE PARTY. ALSO THERE ARE SLIGHT SEXUALLY SUGGESTIVE THEMES, JJ IS DEFINITELY A TEEN BOY WITH A LITTLE BIT OF A DIRTY MIND SOMETIMES :P

I awake to Jasons fingers running through my hair slightly, and his soft voice saying something that I couldn't quit comprehend. I felt like SHITTTT. I said something in reply, not quite sure what I said, or if it was even audible, but shortly after I was back asleep. Later on, I woke up again and noticed that Jason wasn't in the room, and possibly still slightly drunk, and VERY hung over, this made me kind of sad. What no one knows is that I've started to have feelings for Jason. I don't know why... I've never liked a guy before. I've never once felt an attraction to them, hell I've never even looked at the guy while I'm jerking off and watching porn.  But it was different with Jason. I wanted him in every possible way, and not just sexually. Although that would be a definite bonus. But I wanted to be with him, and like actually be in a relationship with him. And I always thought of myself marrying a woman in the future, and having kids.... and I would never sacrifice that for any other guy... but Jason was different. He is JASON.
He walked back in and upon hearing his foot steps, I was snapped back to reality, and to how shitty I felt. And Oh. My. God. did I feel shitty. The entire room was spinning around me. " Jason. I'm fucking dying. I think I'm dying. Tell my family I love them, Cuz I'm dying" I said. A bit dramatic I admit, but shit this was the worst hangover ever.

"Your not dying JJ, you just drank waaayyy too much" he said. He was right. I wasn't going to do that for at least another week. And I didn't even get laid! and with looking at Jasons ass all night, talk about blue balls. " By the way, your mom called. saved your ass" he said. I don't know what he said to her, but mom always liked Jason a lot so I'm sure everything was fine.
" Here, ill be nice and make breakfast since you look like hell" He continued. Damn he was sweet. And hot.
" Thanks man your the best" I said
"I know" he replied. Cutie. 
While we were eating, I was thoughtful. I was thinking about if it would ever actually be possible to be with Jason. It made me sad that it may not be... I want him. I never thought I would want a him, and when i think about wanting a dude it turns me off. But when i think about him, my heart does something in my chest that I've never felt before, and i get all excited and butterfly-y in my stomach. I get pretty excited in my pants too.
" Hey you OK?" he asked. Shit, he noticed... 
"Yeah. Alexis is just a bitch. Why would she do that man... this sucks" I said hoping he would buy the cover story. I didn't care about Alexis. I only fought Charles to save face. Also the alcohol probably had a lot to do with it.
"I don't know bro. Just forget about her, she doesn't know what shes lost" He said. 'Alexis who? God Jason was cute.' I thought. Then I threw caution to the wind and leaned in and hugged him, as I had done a few times before. I didn't want to let go. It just felt so... right. After that we sat and watched football, and I fell back asleep. Later I woke up and went to go piss, and then when I came back I really wanted more physical contact with him. That hug wasn't enough. So I sat back down and thought for a moment...
" hey, can you scoot closer to me so we can share both blankets? I'm kinda cold" I was actually fine, but I just wanted to be closer with him. Hell if things went my way we wouldn't need blankets... I could keep us both plenty warm... probably about 5 or 6 times today too. I got fast recovery time, if ya know what I mean.

" but isn't that kind of gay?" he said, it seemed like he was joking so I didn't think anything of it.

"Shut up man its like four degrees in your house" I lied. But then he scooted over, and I felt his legs brush up against mine and got chills up my spine, and something else going on down below. 
" Well damn dude we might as well be cuddling" he said.. I contemplated that statement for a second, I knew he was kidding... but... fuck it.
"Ok" I said, then I layed my head on his chest. God this was amazing. I enjoyed every second of it, just feeling his chest rise and fall, and listening to his heart beat... which I noticed was beating really really fast...wait... does Jason........?

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A/N: AHHHHHHHH. Also please forgive any mistakes or errors on these previous chapters, i have been proofreading, but it is presently 2 am and yeeaaahhhhh.... i wanna post so haha.