Chapter 14: Light Hearted

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A/N: The chapters may be coming out at a slower rate now. In the previous chapter I have just been wanting to get the story out, and just write what pops into my head right away.  I will from now on be trying to take my time, to really perfect the story and truly think about what im writing.

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JJ's POV:

A FEW DAYS LATER

I walk through the hallways of school, the weight of my book bag ever increasing with the homework my teachers were oh so fond of piling onto me non stop, and my thoughts were occupied with far more concerning things than the homework that was ever attempting to consume me. The past few days had been.... rough. To say the least. I had barely gone home at all, other than to grab new clothes to take back to Jasons house. I had been spending most of my time there, and after missing two days the school deemed it unexcused if I were to miss anymore because it was not my direct family that was lost. So on the third day after the incident, I came back to school. That was fun. The entire school was buzzing about what happened, rumors, theories, and conspiracies seemed to be flowing through the very walls of this building, but what was new? People came up to me, asking the most blatant and ignorant questions a human could possibly ask. I mostly ignored the ignorant people, and thanked the kind people who said things like " Send Jason my condolences".

The school actually had an entire assembly tonight, dedicated to Jason's parents and his family, a memorial of sorts, to pay their respects. It was a nice gesture, but when I asked Jason if he would like to go, he simply did, all that he ever did anymore, which was mindlessly shake his head no, say he wasnt feeling up to it, and lay on his couch. I know he is going through hell right now, but he is worrying me a lot. He has clearly lost weight, doesn't appear to be eating, hasn't spoken hardly a full sentence since the day of the incident,  and is entirely catatonic most of the day.  His sister wanted to get out of the house, and fully moved into her dorm at the university she attended yesterday. But he is just as bad as he was the day of the crash, maybe even worse. At least then he cried, and showed emotion... now all he does is sit there... entirely emotionless, pretty much movement less, and barely talks... and I'm not sure what to do. All I want is for him to talk too me, cry too me, scream too me, or at me, I don't know. Just something. But all that I'm ever met with is pretty much silence, and merely slight acknowledgement.  It was soo frustrating. But I cant get mad at him, that would be horrible, with what hes going through he has reason to act the way he is... right? My stream of conscious was interrupted by the worst possible thing at that moment
"Hi JJ! Aw whats wrong there fella?" A thick British accent pierced my ears, it was the annoying voice of my ex, Evelyn. She studied abroad for a year, and surprisingly, and suspiciously fast, picked up that accent before moving back here. Pretty much everyone knows that shes exaggerating it,  you don't pick up that heavy of an accent, or any accent, in just a school year. But what ever, add it to the list of things that were fake about her. Hair, nails, hell probably soon if not already tits too.  But the fakest thing about her was her personality. She was a snake in disguise.
" What do you want evelyn" I spat, not in the mood to deal with her bullshit.
" Oh, just wondering how your bestest buddy Jason is feeling?" she said with a crooked smile and a tilt of her head. I remained silent, simply glaring at her.
" Sorry buddy, those piercing blue eyes don't work on me anymore. I know.. sadly for you. " she said sarcastically.
I turned to walk away before she grabbed my arm and pulled me back 
" Evelyn the bell is about to ring get the hell off of me" I said
" OH come oooon JJ, your never one to be afraid of being late to class. Remember our little ron de vu in the bathroom freshman year? that was fun..." she said rubbing my arm.
"Shut the hell up Evelyn, we didn't even do anything" I groaned. The most we did was make out, but hear it her way, we fucked every day all day. Hmm. Interesting, isn't it usually the guy who makes up rumors about having a bunch of sex with a girl? Eh just as well Evelyn probably has a dick hiding underneath that skirt.
" So JJ" She said changing the subject and her mood randomly, a usual occurrence for her "Hows the love life. Heard you have been going over to Jasons a lot. He has a sister doesn't he... I hear shes really pretty too. And if I know you JJ you hav-" I cut her off
" I go over there a lot because my best friend just lost both of his parents, and if you are going to insinuate that I fucked his sister while he is going through this, you can go right on and fuck off" i said the last two words in my worst fake British accent to mock her
" JJ ROWE" I hear yelled " THAT LANGUAGE IS FOWL. DEANS OFFICE NOW." 
A teacher had heard me go off on Evelyn. Fuck. Evelyn simply smiled and strutted off. Bitch.

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