My Beloved is a wolf?

Ch 22

~Blaires POV~

I dropped in his arms when I heard. James carefully held me while I sobbed hysterically.

My Blake was gone.

I bawled and tried to gasp for a breath which I couldn't reach.

Feeling too weak I walked into the room and saw Blake laying there pale and lifeless and I did this to him.

If I'd never gone with Chris he'd be alive.

I cried over his corpse and I picked up his head shaking it lightly.

"Please w-wake up B-blake. Don't L-leave me here." I cried into him.

"Luna?"

I let out another sob before I looked at the pack doctor.

"Blake is dead from wolfsbane. The knife punctured his lower abdomen and the wolfsbane traveled a lot quicker than usual. I'm very sorry."

I cried more and refused to let anyone in.

I was curled up next to him just like when he would hold me and anytime someone came in to disturb me I'd hiss or try to kill them.

Blake was gone.

I let out a bigger sob and cried more unable to stop.

I heard a foot step so I sniffled and saw James walk around the corner.

"Were all so sorry Blaire."

I couldn't say anything just cry more.

"He asked something of you."

I snapped my eyes to his and waited.

"He wanted you to still be Luna of this pack."

I cried more and he came over and strangely I didn't try to kill him.

I just let James comfort me.

I kept waiting for him to open his beautiful brown eyes and smile at me. Tell me it was all going to be ok. That he loved me.

But he wouldn't.

I cried more at the thought and couldn't stop.

"It's m-my fault." I say hiccuping at the end.

"Don't you dare Blaire. What happened was not your fault."

"I love him so much." I say looking over his strainer face again.

"I know and I'm so sorry this happened. He loved you more than anything."

"I K-know."

We sat there for a couple more hours and then I couldn't cry anymore.

My eyes were dried out.

"James can you carry me to me and his room?"

"Come on."

He picked me up and slowly took me to the room where nothing but Blake's scent hit me at full force.

I cried softly when I was placed on the bed and James gave me a small kiss on the head.

"It'll get better. Sweet dreams."

He left the room and I cried again.

I looked to the bedside and saw a notepad and a pen with writing on it.

I opened it up and saw yesterday's date and writing.

I can't go on much longer without her. I love her and I lost her. I need her by my side again so I can show her how much I love her. It kills me inside how I know he has her. She's there all alone with that bastard doing who knows what to her. I have to save her and won't eat or sleep until then.

-Blake

A tear fell onto the page and I curled up on his side of the bed and hugged a pillow tightly to my chest.

I cant live without him.

I need him.

I laid there for hours unable to do anything but cry so I decided to hunt.

I leapt from the balcony tears still fresh in my eyes and I cried as I was running until I smelt a deer.

I was about to attack it when a familiar scent hit me.

Speak of the devil.

I look to the broken girl covered in casts and bandages sat over a rock looking into a pond bawled.

Courtney.

I went to her side and didn't say anything and I hugged her and joined her in crying.

She let me hug her and eventually hugged me back.

"I-I'm so sorry." she cried.

I nodded and after we calmed down she breathed in.

"I know he wasn't my mate but hell I wanted him to be. Blaire he was my best friend since we were 3. I always loved him and everything I-I've ever done w-was for him. He even saved my life. We were supposed to be m-mate by now but he found you. He didn't even talk to me after that. I-I loved him s-so much."

I nodded and held her once more. "I'm sorry. I loved him too. More than anyone. You'll find your mate Courtney."

"But you can't. You've lost yours. What will you do?" she cried.

"I don't know anymore."

This time she reached out to me and hugged me.

It was nice talking to her.

"I got to go back. You coming?" she said.

"No I'll be back later."

She smiled sadly at me and after she left I looked out to the sun that was now rising.

I can't see another rising sun.

Not without him.

And then my decision was made.



~Blake's POV~


James carried me in and I told him if I didn't make it to tell Blaire to still be Luna.

But then I got hit with something.

I was sleepy.

I saw a doctor come into my vision and I scrunched my eyebrows.

That's not our pack doctor.

I saw Blaire screaming and I saw everyone get pushed out except the doctors.

They set the bar as a flat line so I'd be dead.

But I'm alive?

The doctor smiled at me and then spoke, "Sweet dreams Alpha. Well take good care of her."

I tried to growl but a wave of sleepiness hit me and I was out.

I heard the door open and someone come in the room.

Sparks lit up my side and I knew it was Blaire.

I tried to pick her up but my body wouldn't move.

I'm in a coma?

It wasn't wolfsbane.

I'm not dead!

But someone's trying to make me look dead.

Why?

Who's doing this?

But then the memory hit me like a tidal wave and then I remembered.

No!



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