My Beloved is a wolf?

Ch 23

~Blaire's POV~

I stared off into the cliff looking at the water crashing into the rocks at the ground.

If I was a human one leap could end my suffering right now.

I would die and be with Blake.

I would be happy.

I let one last tear fall before I decided I couldn't cry anymore.

I needed to get this done so the quicker I die, the quicker I can be with him.

I sniffed the air one last time and smiled when I lit my hand on fire.

The fire didn't burn me yet.

I bent to the ground and let it surround me in a ring before I slowly let it creep in.

The warmth was getting to me and I slowly laid down in the grass letting it catch on fire and slowly creep towards me.

This was probably a selfish act towards the pack, my coven, Even Blake.

But I knew I couldn't live without him.

It's funny how I always loose the one I love.

First my parents, then Chris, then Brad, now Blake?

How much longer would it have been before I lost James? Or Sammie? Or hell even the twins who my heart ached when I thought about because I haven't seen them in forever.

I laughed at the memory of the time they replaced all my clothes with Lacey underwear and Brad almost had their necks but I couldn't stop laughing.

I let a happy tear fall and thought of the time when I was found by Sammie.

She saw me trying to kill myself over the death of my parents and I dropped a lighter by me and she saved me and begged James to let me in.

I had agreed and went back to Chris when he tried to hurt me and Brad saved me.

And then I thought of Brad.

How he always loved me, he always treated me like a queen and it killed me that I could never give him that much love in return.

But I was glad to know he felt like I was truly his beloved for a while.

And then I thought of James who hated me also at first but after I shared my story we formed a bond.

A bond that most people would confuse as love, but merely a family love.

He was like an older brother who was protective and annoying, but I always loved him.

And then speaking of love.

I closed my eyes and thought of Blake.

"I'm coming."

And then I felt the burns of the flame ignite my arms.

The excruciating pain took over my body but I had to give in to be with him.

I saw a ball of light that I figured was signalizing my death but then a figure moved towards me.

It was like the light was leading them there.

"Luna!"

And then the fire collapsed over my stomach and the black spots took over my vision leaving the person the view of my burning body.

"Almost there."

And then I was passed out but not before feeling of wind pass over my body.

~Courtney's POV~