bad bitch life

A TALK"

15 August 2016~... I couldnt take the pain of his far, so i texted him few days  before going to ma origin twn BT" .
i left the msg then after i think a day he replied, said ; hey how u doing nd this stuff; and as what it seemed he didnt changed, he still
the player boy and trying to act cold and tough, i wanted him to meet me at BT" but he said he will return to hmd after 2 days as well, i was
sad for that cz i swear i missed him, even he was the one who left me last time ,nd was being cold nd severe, i just stoped
talking after saying ; ok thn c ya", even my inside was burinig from missing, nd knowing as well that being together is waay much hard as im really sure........

October~~.long time passed..."" we talked again nd i really dont remember a lot from that day else that he tried
to met me and i offered him places but he refused as well even that he said he miss me, and want to see me, i said i miss u too
then i said u dont know how much i luv u so dont make it hard for us to be together, he never replied the ""i love u word""....
i felt crashed when he didnt answer the same , but i was dare to ask ""dont u love me either?"..he said """luv come with time baby girl , when u be there for me when i really need u as a gf i will used to u nd fell in luv with u"""....ma heart droped as i knew from
him that he cant luv me as the current situations are, he will luv me just if i drove on the highway he went to....

we had a fight at the end, as in everytime we couldnt agree, as every chance we talk since 2whole years...knowing each other.....""

wed 16/nov we talked again nd he wanted me to go to his place cz he was going to skip a day at college only for me and to make out ,,, i was shocked by the request nd afraid, i didnt say yes at first nd i did at last nd i knew in ma insiide that i wont go , cz its hard nd i know ma head will reeped off if anyone saw me that area he lives in....so 17/thirsday he waited me at 10 to reply nd go to him , he call me and ...........******..

enjoying new news haahahaha im back again with more this time cz after all
collin didnt gave up on alexa ....yaaaaaaayy..keep reading much is yet to come
nd more likes plzzzzz luv ya all ..******
alexa"