Omg while I was writing this I was watching friends and aw OMG Joey just proposed to Rachel! well sorta! lol I wish Joey was a real person who was.... my friend. It's 12am and I just squealed! Haha hope you enjoy. This was a little hard to write since I'm not experienced writing this type of stuff.... So sorry for late reply I've been really busy and yesterday in the bus I began reading a story and oh my gurd I had to force myself not to smile like an idiot! since then I haven't put down my iPod cuz I've been reading so much and and I just got my LIBARY card!!!!! yayyyy I'm so happy! I can't wait to read the dairy of Anne frank! well I hope you like! comment vote please it inspires me to write faster! ;)
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Anahi's POV
I flush the toilet and breath in deeply. I slowly straightened up and walk to the sink, rinse my mouth with mouthwash, and pat my eyes with cold water.
Kellin made me eat pizza. After one piece I was carried away and ate more than half the box. I feel disgusted with myself. When we finished I knew I had to throw up the venom that I had just consumed before my body observed the calories. Or as I just learned: purge. While I was in the restroom, Kellin was still downstairs so I had to be careful in not making much noise.
Luckily google was there for me. I found tips in helping being able to purge without making much noise. I realized I was making so many mistakes. Standing helped more than sitting or flushing the toilet continually to help cover the loud noise and say it wouldn't flush well. Or to prevent making the splashing sound, put squares of toilet paper. It was scary how much I learned in a matter of minutes by just looking it up on the Internet.
And I learned that brushing your teeth after purging was bad because of the acid so rinsing with mouthwash or water was better. And patting your eyes with cold water to help the redness. To be honest I liked purging. It made me feel.... better. Having an empty stomach made me feel skinner. I didn't like feeling full. I felt like a pig.
"I'm back!" I squealed when I reached the bottom of the stairs. Kellin was looking at his phone. Just as he heard my voice his face lit up. I suddenly felt the tingly feeling on my lips. Kellin kissed ME! Out of all the girls in the world, which is way more than there is men, he chose to kiss ME!
I felt as though the world just stopped spinning that very moment and we were the only two people in the entire galaxy. All the worries in the world... gone. It was just us. And on top of that out of all the places he could kiss me, it was the pool. We were both... wet.
The moment I've dreamt of since I first saw him had finally happened. At first I thought it was only my imagination and it wasn't real but there he was. His sweet soft perfect lips on mine. I wasn't dreaming. I wasn't in bed dreaming this whole thing. There he was. Each one of his kisses full of tenderness but passionate. And when he looked at me, his beautiful green eyes that shined in the pool lights, looked at me with pure lust.
"Hey!" he smiled wide as he stood up from the couch. He grabbed a piece of pizza and took a bite out of it then as he chewed his slice he gestured it to me. I nodded and he gave me a look. I rolled my eyes and took a bite. Just as soon as he turned I quickly grabbed a napkin I spit it out. When he turned I hid it behind my back and pretended to chew. I casually walked to the trash and tossed it, still pretending to chew.
I watched him swallow and he said "I'm really sorry but I have to go. My mom just texted me cuz it's like 11 and it's a school night." I could see the sadness in his eyes and clearly there was sadness in mine too. I didn't want him to leave. I wanted him to hold me the same way he did earlier when I broke down. I felt safe in his arms. Like if the whole word was against us and willing to kill us both, he would protect me.
