Chapter 16: Don't worry about me

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Anahi's P.O.V

"bye grandma!" I hugged my grandma goodbye. Most of the family had gone home by now or either was asleep on the couches or in a guest room. Some people ended up drunk. This was more like a party then just a simple family gathering. But I had lots of fun though. Today went great. Kevin came out of his room and ate something without hesitation, Maya had a little talk, Kellin and his mom met my family and I was able to spend the entire day with Kellin.... and night. I still couldn't believe that happened. the only person I had slept with in the same room was Monique, Karolina, and Kayla for a sleepover but that didn't count. That was the first time I slept well in months without having to wake up in the middle of the night due to a nightmare involving Jason or dad. Jason.....

I'm so scared. How in the world am I going to break up with him? How can Mrs.Tony help me? She's just a teacher. It's not like she'll threaten Jason to accept to break up with me or get expelled. What am I going to tell him? How am I going to tell him? Will he take it well? No of course not! He'll probably punch me in the face....literally. But what will he do to Kellin. I need to protect him somehow but for now all i can do is enjoy my time with this amazing person. Kellin brought happiness to my life again. But I feel terrible for what I did to him. I lied. To him and Kevin. After my grandma pulled him over to tell him one of her long stories of grandpa and her I told him I'd be getting a water so I left. But I lied. what? You actually thought I'd keep all that junk food down?  Instead I ran upstairs and purged all I could. No one found out

"bye sweetheart!" she said with joy "hey I like this guy more than the other one. You should dump Jason's sorry little ass and get with this one. I know you like him" she said in Spanish. I blushed and hoped Kellin doesn't know Spanish.

"soon grandma. soon" I replied in Spanish. My family had all Mexican roots. My grandpa always told us if we don't speak fluent Spanish then it's like disowning our family. And he'd also hit us upside the head. I miss him. Rest in peace grandpa

"good" grandma smiled. I moved aside and let Kellin say bye to her. She whispered something in his ear but I wasn't able to hear. He smiled and looked at me in awe. Did she tell him something about me???

"I hope to see you again soon sweetheart!" she told him as we walked out the door behind our moms.

I can't believe I kissed Kellin on the roof. My most favorite place ever! I didn't care about anything anymore. I just wanted to be with him. It's Christmas break and Jason wouldn't be able to know. I know it's cheating so I'm telling him soon. I just hope he'll leave Kellin alone. He can hit me but i just don't want him hurting Kellin in any way. But I have to be realistic with myself. I'm dumping Jason for another guy which he hates. Of course he'd be angry at Kellin. So this is why I won't tell Jason it's because of Kellin. I won't even mention Kellin. I'd have to keep my distance with Kellin the best I can when I'm at school. I just need to hope for the best.

During the car ride back home all I could think about was the way Kellin danced with me. No one had ever asked me to dance. Not even Jason. I felt like aquamarine from the movie!

Kellin just keeps surprising me with everything he does. He makes me feel happy, free, alive. He's all that I ever wanted. I want to keep him close for as long as I can. He's my everything, my reason to smile. How on earth could he have picked me out of all the beautiful girls out there. I'm.... nothing compared to them.

"You alright princess" I heard Kellin say. Kellin and I were in the back back of my mom's truck. This was her second car which she took when she either took me and my friends out or took my cousins with us somewhere. So luckily our moms didn't hear us.

I snapped out of my thoughts and turned to him, heat rising to my cheeks. "Yes I'm just thinking" I pulled a faint smile

"You sure?" he asked, slipping his hand into mine. My face heated up more, hearing my heart beat in my ears.

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