Shattered - Kim Taehyung x Reader [Best Friends]

Chapter 6

Taehyung's P.O.V
I stormed off and made my way to the group. Seriously? Of all people she falls in love with Jimin?
I hear Jessica calling from behind me, I ignore her, this entire thing happened because I agreed to be her boyfriend. Do I like her? Yes, but it's not worth the loss of Y/N I've only just realised that. I can't believe she kissed him, my blood was boiling and the anger was evident to people around me.

"Tae stop! I want to speak to you!" Jessica yells out to me. I don't want to speak to her, I just want to be angry at Y/N. Leave me alone.
"What Jessica! What do you want!" She looked at me afraid and softly touched my cheeks. I smiled down at her sweetly, relaxing myself. She softly kissed my lips and hugged me.

"Why are you so upset, you have me and we are happy together. It may have been for an agreement but I love you Tae." Yea. All part of a contract. An agreement. I lost my best friend, my soulmate, my everything because of 1 stupid contract. I watch Jessica stunned; in the corner of my eye I see Y/N walking alone with Jimin following far behind. Did they argue? Have they broken up? Whatever. It's not my problem, we're not dating..

"I love you too Jess" I kiss Jess on her cheek and spot Y/N staring at us with a pained expression. Tears fall slowly on her cheeks and I feel the urge to rush and hug her. Ditch everything around me and go and comfort her. I don't know why she's crying but I can't stand it. Y/N don't cry..

Y/N P.O.V
I watch Tae softly kiss Jess on the cheek and I can't wish for it to be me being kissed. I may be mad at him but I'm still madly in love with him and can't help but be heartbroken by it. Jimin walked up beside me and wrapped his arm around my shoulder.
"I know it hurts, it'll get better" I sighed, he has no idea.

"When? How? I've been in love with him since we were kids.." I look at the couple laugh together. I sigh and turn away from them. I'm done for the day, I've enjoyed what I can but it hurts too much.
"I'm gonna head home. Thanks for bringing me here." I look up at Jimin and smile slightly.
I get Jin to take me home, all I was able to do on the way home was think about him. About them. I appreciate Jimin's help but it's not going to work out.
"Thanks Jin! Sorry you had to take me home early." I look at him as I get out the car.

"It's cool! I know it hurts seeing your best friend love some other girl." I freeze and laugh nervously as I just agree with him and rush into my house. I rush up to my room and jump onto my bed, face first. I groan into my pillow and decide to watch some cheesy romantic comedy and cry.

After a couple hours of watching all the movies I could think of, I look into Tae's window opposite of mine and see him sitting on his roof looking up at the sky. Weird. He only ever does that when he's worried about something. It took a lot of contemplating but finally decided to speak to him. I open up my window and climb up to my roof and sit facing him.
"Hey. What's up?" He jumped slightly not expecting to hear anyone at 11pm. Tae turns to look at me and his eyes widened before turning his head away again looking up.

"Nothing. Didn't expect you to be up here." He replied coldly, I couldn't expect much. Last time I spoke to him properly was when he said I wasn't his best friend.
"What's your reason for being up here?" He asks me slowly. I smile slightly that we are still speaking civilised.

"I saw you up here. I know you only come here when you're worried. What's up Tae? Don't lie to me." He sighs and shakes his head and laughs quietly. I couldn't help my heart flutter at his laugh.

"Honestly? I don't know. I just feel confused and lonely. It's nothing that concerns you though." There he goes being cold again. I wanted to rush and embrace him in my arms. I miss him so much, my heart breaks a little more every time I see him. It's not healthy for me, I wish I could somehow forget about the pain. Would be much better than this.

"I've known you for 18 years Tae, just because you've cut me out doesn't mean I don't care for you. I will always care and be here for you. You know you can come to me anytime, so whenever you wanna talk, just ask." I sigh and get up and make my way to my window. I can feel him staring at me and for a second I thought I heard him say 'I love you' but I know he has Jessica. I'm nothing. I jump back into my bed and fall asleep soundly.

Taehyung's P.O.V
I stared at Y/N the moonlight hitting her perfectly, she looked so beautiful, like an angel. She still cared for me and I still cared for her, but I have to focus on my music first before anything else. I watched as Y/N made her way back to her window and I mumbled something I had never expected to.
"I love you." I saw her pause slightly. Shit. Did she hear that? I couldn't come to terms with what I had just said, it was unexpected. Y/N continued making her way and when I made sure her window was closed I sighed loudly.
"I love you Y/N.." I really am fucked.

Authors Note:
FINALLY I'VE POSTED! Well hello readers :) I had a massive writers block. I base most of my writing from dreams I've had and make sure to write it down when I wake up but I haven't really had many dreams with Tae and if I do it's the same one repeating itself. So I had to do sit OF thinking for this chapter.
Anyways thanks for reading!
Much love xx