Random thoughts I have

School hours

Right now I'm at school so I'm gonna write another chapter.
Stress
I get so stressed over the most random things. Like today I got stressed because I had a couple missing assignments . Now I have to make them up. Also I'm stressed cause sometimes I don't have the time to text my boyfriend. I love talking to him and that's how I relieve my stress. Also writing my thoughts down on how I feel (Example: this story your reading write now.) I also get stressed that I ignore people too much. I get stressed I'm not being a good enough girlfriend. I don't deserve him. I get stressed that my parents will check my grades when there at their worst.
Friends
I'm going to say my friends are super crazy and weird @
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They talk about the most random crap ever. Sometimes it's something that they probably shouldn't even be talking about at school. But at least the make the boring life at hell (school) interesting. Sometimes I think they have completely lost all sanity. The only two friends I mostly hang out with after school are Lexi and Stephanie. We just watch anime and stuff. Yes I know im a weeaboo. Just kidding.
Friends part 2
I had a bunch of friends 1st grade through 3rd grade but then everyone started drama. Most of my actual friends to this day went to other schools. But charva was in my school in elementary. I hung out with the wrong group in fifth and they got in a lot of trouble and I hung out with them. The teachers thoughts I was a bad kid because I hung out with them. At the last quarter of 5th grade I stopped being friends with them. My life was a lot happier without them. I got news that I was moving to a different District. I was so happy cause I hated mostly everyone at my old school.(except for charva) it turns out charva was moving with me to the other school. The first day of school started and I made a friend and her name was Annalise. We became great friends and spent lunch together along with with my other friends Lexi, steph, and charva. Later on the first day of school I met Shawn. Annalise, Shawn, and I instantly became bffs. We would talk most of the class and the teacher would get mad at us. But we all started hanging out at lunch. We all bonded together and became so close. We had our fights but they're the best friends I could ever ask for.
Texting
It might just be me but I feel like I always text first. When I need somethings or I wanna talk I have to text someone first. No one ever texts me first. I guess I shouldn't complain I have a phone to actually text with. When I actually text the conversation kind of goes like this:
Hi
Hey
Wyd(what are you doing)
Xbox you?
Nothing much
.... (3 mins later)
How was your day?
Good yours?
Ok
.....2 hours later
Hi
Hey
(Random question)
(Answer)
Wow cool
Goodnight
Night
And that's pretty much rarely does the conversation get deep. But I love when it does because then I'm not bored. I love it when people ask me questions cause then I feel like they actually wanna talk to me. I hate it when convos just fall to the ground and have no meaning. Like I said I love talking to people.
Time
I wish I had more time to spend with people. One of my "friends" in particular can't ever hang out with me. It always makes me sad for him. But never the less i will wait until he is allowed to. I can't wait until that day comes because he's a really fun and nice guy.
My dreams
I want to get out of school and just live my life. When I grow up I wanna be a estatition ( a person who works in the beauty business. Eyebrows,makeup, hair, etc.) when I get a stable job and if I have free time I also want to animate. I also want to get married to whoever I'm dating at the time. I could never stand living alone. I don't particularly plants have kids as I said in the previous chapter. Unless my husband(if I actually have one) really want a kid. Then maybe. I also wanna travel everywhere. Another reason I don't want kids is if I go traveling I would have to pay for them too.
I think this is enough to for now.