Pressure I'm not talking about pressure like people asking me to do drugs, I mean my friends just want my boyfriend and I to act more "cute" I guess. But the thing is being pressured to do something just makes me feel uncomfortable. I would do it on my own at my own pace. Being pretty I'm not saying I'm the most pretty girl but today a lot of people called me pretty. All I did was curl my hair and I wore less makeup(because my mom took some away ). It felt so good to have people say I am pretty. My two moods are usually "I'm worthless trash" or "KNEEL BEFORE ME FOR I AM YOUR QUEEN PEASANTS." There is no in between. I am usually the first one. Red lunch We have this thing at our school called red lunch. It's basically like detention but less scary. I had to go to red lunch because some of my work got destroyed due to personal matters. I'm separated from the others along with 2 other girls who have excuses as well. we have to stay there the whole week even if we get all of our assignments done which is stupid. Let me know down in the comments of your school has something similar. Horror I get so scared at anything paranormal or creepy. When I was "little" i was scared because of the game fnaf (five nights at Freddy's) I don't know why but it freaked me out so bad I had to have a family member come upstairs with me every time I went up there. When they came out with more games I was terrified. I couldn't sleep. I decided to get over my fear by watching matpat (game theory) talk about it. He got so into detail on why the game was like that. Now I'm not scared anymore and it's interesting. Horror movies on the other hand are ok for me. It's not as personal as you playing as a victim on the game. We are only middle schoolers People my age are sooooooo.... Just Weird. They cuss like there's no tomorrow. I think that's a choice if you wanna cuss though. Some people are also very perverted. They know who they are cause they read this. By the way tone down the talk about yaoi. Some of its gross, anyway I think people need to tone down what they do because we are only in 7th grade. Anime Soooooo many kids (mainly my friends)who watch anime. As for myself I have watched a couple all of them were good. People have so much hatred towards anime though. They haven't even watched it. All I'm saying is they are dissing what other people like and that bugs me. The style I guess I draw in is anime. I quite like how it looks.
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Fitness For some reason fitness is a big part of my life. I always try to make some effort to stay fit. I guess my brother and my boyfriend both have a big impact on me and how strong they both are. I have the need to be as strong or stronger then them. I guess I just want to one up them :/ but that's probably never gonna happen. Sorry for the short chapter:/ my mind went blank
