Really flat lately

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Sorry I haven't updated recently, I've felt kinda emotionless for a while and like I don't really know what to say to anyone, like its hard to hold up a conversation.

I guess I've been feeling like I really want to cry but I don't know what to do or think about that will make me cry. And like sometimes people can ask me about stuff that makes me cry but i cant just tell someone 'make me cry please'.

So apparently its a trauma response to turn of emotions like a tap and that's what I'm doing so...

Anyway I apologise for the small update, I hope this phase will be over soon.

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