It's Sunday today and school goes back on Tuesday. Also on Tuesday i have a MYFEEDS appointment where they will decide where I'm going with my eating and exercise behaviors. The first one i had they put admitted me to hospital and i hope that doesn't happen this time cos i want to start the school year properly.
I moved around my bedroom today and now i have a desk which is where i am writing this. I spent the better half of yesterday putting it together and i think being able to do that supported my confidence a little bit cos it looked kinda hard at the start.
I think the biggest reason I didn't make lots of friends last year was because i went home too frequently in recess and lunch breaks instead of trying to talk to people. And in 'free lines' too.
Ive got lots of quotes on my walls and one that's really been drawing my attention lately says "sometimes people just want to be HAPPY even if its NOT REAL" and i think this is really true because its like how "innocence is bliss" its just easy to not know all he bad things in the world. This is why i don't like watching or reading the news because its just so miserable these days.
Also I don't know why I like butterflies so much lately. Maybe its just cos they're so small and free and beautiful. I also really like colors they're just so pretty and its so nice to have everything colour coordinated. Like my subjects for school for example; psychology is blue, sociology is purple, housing is green and production is red. It just makes me feel so organized and lessens my anxiety.
I also cant wait to get my timetable cos i just like everything to be organized and in its proper place.
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AcakThis is pretty much going to be whatever random thoughts I have from time to time and if you enjoy reading then awesome, if you don't I sincerely apologise in advance. Have an awesome day and if you have any questions or suggestions be sure to comm...
