Is this a dream?

Chapter 10

"Brooke's POV"

I wake up and realize that someone else is in bed with me and I mentally freak out until I realize I asked Jared to stay with me last night. Speaking of last night I had a dream an awful dream about my ex trying to kill me and Jared's sister Lucy was helping him. The only other thing I remember is Jared protecting me from them and when he woke me up all I wanted was him to protect me like he did in my dream for some odd reason. I look over and see that Jared has been awake. He says,

"Good morning love."

"Jared I'm not your love stop call me all these names like I'm your girlfriend."

"So am I just going to forever be stuck in the friend zone?"

"Probably I don't know yet. I've been hurt so much I don't want it to happen again."

"Well I have to go to work so bye!"

"Jared don't be like that I'm just not ready for a relationship."

"Yea and I'm going to be late to work."

With that he walks out the door and slams it. I feel as though my chest is going to burst because I know he's mad at me for saying what I said. I can't help it though I really am not ready for a relationship and don't want one at the moment. I haven't realized that I'm crying until I feel a tear fall onto  my lips and I taste the saltiness from it. I go down stairs and see Jared in the kitchen packing his lunch and I go to talk to him.
"Jared I'm really sorry",I say as tears are falling down my face. He just looks at me and then goes back to packing his lunch.

"Jared please talk to me I'm sorry for how I feel."

He keeps ignoring me an goes to walk out the front door but I stand in front of it.

"Jared please stop."

"NO! You stop just move and let me go to work I don't have time to deal with this right now!!"

"Jared you've known me for what 4 days minus the days I was going to die in the hospital before you saved me!?"

"Sorry Brooke but I'm a vampire in case you forgot and my feelings happen so quickly and strongly that I can't just shut them off and pretend that everything will be okay if you don't ever grow to like me!!"
I don't know what to say so I just move and let him walk out the door before I make things worse than what they are.
I whisper as he leaves that I'm so so sorry. I don't know what to do now so I just go back to my room and sleep again. Yea I know I sleep a lot but it helps me when I'm upset. So with that I fall asleep to have the worst dream ever.