My Boyfriend or My thug

Bad Place

~Saturday ~

I was so bored sitting at this table with Chris and his parents they kept talking about Football and College Scholarships I barely even talked this dinner I was just there the whole time quiet waiting for this dinner to be over with.

"You ready? " I looked at Chris confused.

"Ready for what? " I asked and he chuckled a lil.

"The movie. " Then I remebered so I smiled and nodded. I started getting happy that we were leaving.

"Bye guys have fun. " Chris mother say. I smiled at her I started walking out the door with Chris right behind me.

"Can we go to my house and change ?" I asked. He nodded and made out way to my house. We walked in my house and my parents were In the living room and Chris joined them while I went upstairs . I put on some ripped jeans with some red and white converse and my red and white Mickey mouse hoodie and out my hair in a messy bun and I went downstairs and they were laughing.
"I'm ready. " They all looked at me and Chris smiled and stood up and grabbed my hand and we started walking out "Bye." We left.

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We was standing in line for the tickets and Chris arm was around my shoulder but we was silent it felt awkward. But then we heard a loud talking and we turned around it was Travis and his group. He looked at me and winked and started back playing with his group.

I hope Chris didn't see that. "Hey what's up with this stuff Ive been hearing about you and Ole boy Travis ?" He asked. I swallowed hard trying not show how nervous I am.

"What you talking about ?" I asked trying to sound confused and look confused.

"I just been hearing shit from the team that you been hanging with him and y'all getting close " He was looking me in my eyes the whole time I was trying my best not to show guilt.

"I don't know what your talking about I don't even talk to him. " I looked him in his eyes and he bit his lip and turned foward I feel so guilty so right now I just lied to my boyfriend about me hanging with Travis and the fact that I'm starting to have feelings towards Travis doesn't make it any better.

"Bae." He snapped me out my thoughts and he was looked at me crazy "What movie you wanna see ?"

"Ride along. " I said. He nodded and bought the tickets I looked back at Travis them and they were laughing and playing having a good time.

"Come on. " We walked inside and he bought popcorn and some drinks and some candy "I heard this movie is funny ."

"Yeah me too." I forced a smile and we both sat down and the movie came on. Chris kept laughing at the movie but I was barely paying attention to it all that was running through my mind was Travis.

"You okay? " Chris asked and I nodded and smiled and he turned to the movie

...

"Did you have fun? " He asked. I nodded

"Yeah that movie was hilarious." We was in his car in my driveway.

"How could you tell you was barely watching it." My smile faded and I looked at him.

"Yes I was. " I argued with him and he shook his head and sighed.

"No you wasn't Kerra from the corner of my eye you looked like you was in deep thought about something." He looked me in my eyes. "Just say it Kerra. "

I didn't know what to say I just looked at him not knowing What to do "It's nothing babe. I promise." I struggled on that last part. He just looked at me and licked his lip and bit his bottom lip.

"Alright Kerra. " We didn't say nothing for a moment "Bye baby. " He gave me a kiss and I got out the car and he drove off slowly making sure I got in the house okay.

"How was it ?" My mom asked coming down the stairs.

"Good." I went upstairs and closed my door and just sat on my bed I didn't know What to think anymore

Was I loosing feelings for Chris? Was I starting to like Travis more?

All these questions kept running through my mind I knew I was gonna have to choose between them one day and I hate making decision like this My phone started ringing.

Text Convo

Travis: Had fun with Boyfriend?

Me: Yeah, But Why did y'all come?

Travis: Derrick the wanted to come see Ride along but I ain't know you was gon' be there so don't be saying I came on purpose Ma.

Me: I wasn't gonna say that but Okay.

Travis: Wanna hang tomorrow?

Me: Sure.

Travis: Coo see you tomorrow Ma 😉

Me: Bye

Travis: Bye beautiful

I put my phone on charger and sat on my bed I was in a bad place right now and I can barely handle it.

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