These past few weeks have been confusing I been avoiding Chris and Travis and as far as my parents they don't say a word to me everything since that day Aaliyah been telling me to make a decision but whenever I think I found my answer I think about it. My boyfriend Is someone I'm not physically or mentally atractted to but I still got a lil feelings for. My Thug makes me happy but I gotta be cautious being with a thug and getting in his thug life.
I walked in the school and I wasn't in the mood to be here but I had to go."Hey ." I heard a deep husky voice say so I looked up and it was Travis looking even more sexy.
"Hey. " I gave him a small smile.
"How come I feel like you been avoiding me ?" I faked laughed cause I really was Lowkey.
"Boy No " I looked away and he smiled showing his perfect white teeth and his dimples.
"I seen yo' boyfriend been tripping. "
"What you mean ?" I asked him confused.
"He been slacking and shit at games I thought he was suppose to be the star player but he aint been doing shit lately." I laughed a lil and looked past Travis and saw Chris with his friend and some cheerleaders and Travis saw what I was looking at
"Awwh Shit. " He laughed a lil and I looked at him then back at Chris them. "You about to go fight ?" I looked at him a smiled and back at Chris.
Should I be Mad or Just not care at all I bit down on my lip ." I'll see you later Travis. " He nodded and I walked away I felt some anger run through me to see my boyfriend with other females.
"You Alright ?" Aaliyah asked as she sat next to me I nodded and she looked at me confused but before she could say something the teacher came in telling us to be quiet.
Me and Aaliyah walked in the cafeteria laughing and were sat at Tyree them table."Yo' Why they pointing over here ?" Derrick said and everybody turned their head and saw Chris Football friends pointing at us to Chris he just shook his head while his face turned red.
"Ion know but he keep mugging me Ima cave his fucking chest in." Travis threatned and some of the guys laughed while I just looked down then at Aaliyah.
"You need to choose now Kerra. " She whispered to me. I nodded and looked at Travis then at Chris, Chris looked at me with sad and Hurt eyes. I started feeling bad I hate when he does that I dont wanna hurt anybody but if I don't choose I'm gonna end up Hurting myself.
I got up and went to Chris and everybody at Travis table looked at me."Chris ?" He looked at me. "I- I don't think I can do this anymore. " Everybody at his table went silent and looked at me "I- I can't be with somebody I don't love and barley even wanna be around." His whole face went red and he clenched his fist and my tears started forming "I- i didn't want to hurt you but I can't keep being with someone I dont love Chris." I know what I'm saying Is harsh but I'm saying everything I feel but Before i can finish anything else he got up and left.
"Damn Kerra that's fucked up." One of the cheerleaders said. I bit my lip and walked back to Travis them.
"Travis I like how you make me feel how Chris didn't but-"
Before I could even finish he kissed me and everybody in the cafeteria looked at me shocked."I'm not gonna hurt you." I looked in his eyes and nodded.
Was I making the right decision right now? Or did I just make the worse decision ever in my life? I felt happy but then I felt guilty but I know the drama has just begun.
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