My Boyfriend or My thug

Everything's Out

~Sunday ~

I woke up too my vibrating non stop I looked at it and it was Travis.

Me:  Hello

Travis:  Get Up !

Me:  Noooo

Travis:  Come on so we can hang girl

Me:  Ugh ! Finee.

I hung up and slowly got out of bed and went to my bathroom and took a quick shower and put on a crop black shirt that showed my stomach  and my camouflage pants and black and white converse and my black beanie I grabbed my phone and headed downstairs my parents were still sleep so I tried to be quiet.

"Where you going ?" I jumped and looked up and My mom was there looking at me suspicious.

"Out with.  Aaliyah " She looked at me for a moment then finally nodded her head and went back upstairs. I took a deep breath and went outside and Travis was in my driveway.

"Hey Ma ." He smirked showing his perfect white teeth and his dimples.

"Hey." He drove out my drive way and we drove in silence the whole ride. We pulled up at the beach."Really the beach ?" I laughed a Lil and looked at him.

"Yeah ,What's Wrong with the beach? " He chuckled and got out the car and I followed him to the beach.

"Nothing,  but Why are we here ?" He looked at me and smiled and kept walking. He took my hand and intertwined them I tensed up at first but then he gave me a assuring look so I calmed down.

"I wanted to come so we can chill and talk that's it. " He smiled.

"I guess. " We started walking and talking. I was having a good time. 

Later we were sitting in the sand just chilling. "Kerra I like you." I looked at him and bit down on my lip.

"Trav-"

"Look I ain't trying to hear that Ma, I like you and I know you like me you just trying to push the feelings that you have for me away so you can try and make it seem like you still got some feelings Chris when you don't."

"What make you say that ?" I said softly.

"Cause your here with me laughing and having a good time and I bet you don't do this with Chris I bet you don't even crack a smile with him." I looked down and closed my eyes and bit my lip. "What your parents think of Chris? " I didn't say nothing then he lifted up my chin making me look at him

"They love him. "

"Do you? " I looked down , I couldn't hold my feelings anymore so I shook my head No."Why you letting yo parents control you Kerra? "

"They don't control me. "

"Kerra , You just said you dont love him so that let's me know you with him cause yo' parent's making you be with him. " I looked down and stayed quiet He picked my head and looked me in the eyes. "You ready to go? " He asked. I nodded and he grabbed me hand helping me up "Come on." We walked back in the car in silence,  He pulled up at my house and I looked at him

"Stop letting them make decisions for you Kerra." I nodded and went inside the house

"Kerra baby go change. " I looked at my Mom and she was dressed fancy.

"For What? "

"Cause were going to a new restaurant with Chris and his parent's. "

"But I just had dinner with them yesterd-"

"Kerra just go put some clothes and be quiet."My Dad cut me off and I started thinking about what Travis said.

"No. " They both looked at me like 'Excuse me'

"Kerra Go put-"

"No, I'm not going I dont want to go and your not about to make me. " This was shocking right now I couldn't believe I was talking to my parents like this right now but I couldn't help it It's like everything was coming out right now.

"Excuse me. " My mom walked closer to me and I stepped back a lil.

"I don't wanna go and you not about to make me go I'm tired of having dinner with those people."

"Kerra shut up and go-"

"No !  You shut up." I told my Dad. He looked at me with wide eyes and my eyes even got wide then I just let everything come out ."Im tired of you guys controlling me and everything I do so I'm not going to that fuckin' dinner whether you like it or not." I can't believe I just cursed in front of my parents , they were looking at me so shocked so just went up to my room and locked the door.

Everything was coming out today it was Crazy and I don't know How I'm gonna deal with Chris tomorrow.

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