Drawing our life

Intense

Ian

I don’t know why I did this.I don’t even know why she didn’t refuse to kiss me.I’m so glad she stayed.One week ago I didn’t ‘’exist’’!My life was a total mess.Until she came.I’m so glad I met her and now I know that it was not worth staying in my room,starving to death and crying myself to sleep for losing Alison.Violet is the person I need in my life not her.

 My heart was still beating like crazy.My hands were shaking and watching her driving away made me so sad although I would call her in a few hours.I heaved a sigh of relief as I closed the door but panic came over me when I saw all the mess I had to clean.Maybe I could clean up  when Anthony came back.

 I went inside my room and took my clothes off.I didn’t bother to change into something comfy so I stayed with my boxers.I layed on my bed and looked on the ceiling,thinking about the kiss,until I fell asleep.

 My phone started ringing but I couldn’t reach it as it was in the middle of my desk which was near my door.I stood up not knowing what time it was and stretched out my arms and grabbed it.I looked at my lockscreen and saw it was Anthony.

 ‘’Hello?’’I said and sat on the top of my door.

 ‘’Hey,it’s Anthony.Are you awake?’’he asked.

 ‘’Well yeah I’m awake since I’m talking with you!’’I said as I opened the window.I looked out and it was just like a normal sunny day in California.Maybe I could call Violet and go out for a walk or something like that.

 ‘’Yeah you’re right!’’he laughed awkwardly  and yawned.’’So,I’m calling just to let you know that I’ll be at Kalel’s house most of the day today.Maybe I’ll come back at evening.Is it okay if you clean up?’’he said and anger overwhelmed me.

 ‘’Come on man,how am I going to clean up all this mess?Have you seen how bad it is?’’I got of my bed ,grabbed a small plastic ball that was inside of a blue plastic box and started squishing it.Yeah that’s a way to calm my nerves…

 ‘’Please please please!’’Anthony begged me and he finally convinced me.

‘’Fine…’’I said and let the ball fall on the ground.Anthony let a small sigh of relief and I could ‘’see’’ his smile across his face.

 ‘’You’re the best’’he shouted and  hung up.I threw my phone on the bed and grabbed my Zelda hoodie that was hanging at the top of my chair.I also looked inside my drawer and found some black jeans.I wore them and put my phone into my pocket.

 As I opened the door,the intense smell of the alcohol hit my face.I let out a small sigh and headed to the bathroom.I brushed my teeth,washed my face and fixed my hair a little bit.As I was walking down the corridor broken glasses and plastic bottles where all over the place.

 I had a terrible headache and I wanted to sleep even more.I pulled out my phone and looked at my lockscreen .It was 3.00 pm.I immediately called Violet to see how she was and maybe invite her to come over.

 I waited  a couple of seconds and no one picked it up.I was getting a little bit worried until she picked it up.

‘’Hello?’’she mumbled.

‘’Uhm hi!Did I wake you up?’’I asked.

‘’Oh Ian…Hi!No you didn’t wake me up!’’she said in a little bit happier tone than before.But I could still understand she was lying.

‘’Oh ok!So,do you want to come over?I have nothing to do cause Anthony is still with Kalel!’’I asked hoping she would actually say yes.

‘’Yeah,I’d loved to!’’she replied and my mood became even better.