Drawing our life

Long night at the hospital

Hey guys,how are you?Sorry for not updating in so long,I was just being my lazy self since I'm on an easter break and I didn't feel like writing.Also I'm sorry if the last chapters have been a little bit depressing but I'll make up for that!Hope you have great time :))

Song:The xx-Night Time 

Zeta

Ian

Finally,filming the new video was done and me and Anthony were ready to go back to our house.The rain was giving a depressing feeling to the atmosphere  but the wind made me felt relaxed for a reason.The rainy and cold days always made me feel different.It was a nice way to just grab a cup of coffee and sit on the comfortable couch,watching old movies for hours and hours!

‘’I have a bad feeling.Something is wrong in the house.’’Anthony told me and impatiently patted his finger on the window.’’I don’t know why but you need to drive as fast as possible.Something is wrong,Ian’’he breathed out and ran his fingers though his messy hair.

‘’Anthony you’re making me worry,stop!’’ I yelled but regretted it as soon as I looked into Anthony’s full of worry eyes.’’I’m sorry okay?It’s just that I’m really sad about what’s going on with Violet.Try to understand.’’I said and started driving to our house.

‘’Don’t worry,I understand.Now hurry up.’’he replied and opened the window,letting the cold breeze mess my hair up.

For a good amount of  10 minutes filled with silence and the sound of the pouring rain,my worries about Violet grew bigger.What if she did something stupid?What if she wanted to brake up with me?Ian,come on,no need to worry.We’re just going to sort things out and then we’ll be fine,everything will be fine.

We finally arrived and I was ready to park the car inside the garage until Anthony spoke.’’Dude screw that,just park it outside,hurry up!’’he shouted and waited for me to leave the car outside the house.We both got out and walked towards the front door but on our short way there Anthony fell down because of the slithery steps causing him to let out a loud groan.’’Dude,come on!’’I said and helped him got up,putting my arms around his.’’Where are the keys?’’he asked and leaned towards the door.I searched to all my pockets but no key was found until I remembered our secret place where he put a second key just in case.Under the small carpet.Pretty stupid but we forget them sometimes and it’s kind of helpful.

I unlocked the door and got inside with Anthony following from behind.I looked around and saw nothing but our furniture,which is why I started getting worried.No sight of Violet sitting on the couch,watching T.V. or listening to music.Strange…

‘’Violet!’’I shouted her name but I received no response.’’Where is she?’’I whispered to myself so low that Anthony didn’t hear me.

I walked towards the kitchen facing the worst thing that I could ever  imagine.Violet was laying on the floor,eyes closed,pale skin,messy hair and a lake of blood around her body.

‘’No!!!’’I yelled and fell to my knees,next to her,shaking her back and forth,trying to wake her up.Tears ran down my face and I started sobbing uncontrollably,still trying to wake her up but with no results.The only sound I could hear was my sobbing and Anthony’s heavy breathing.Oh no…

‘’Anthony,stay calm,don’t panic,it’s all gonna be fine.Breathe in,breathe out!’’I said trying to comfort him but deep inside I knew I was the one that needed to be comforted the most.

‘’Ian what are we gonna do?Look at her,oh my god.’’Anthony burst into tears and sat down next to me.I knew this was the start of  a panic attack…I leaned closer,on top of her chest and yes,I could listen to her slow,faiding heartbeat.