One and Only

Chapter 23

Mikey's P.O.V.

It's been over a week since things ended with Thea. I honestly thought it would be for the best, I really did. She could find someone who was there with her. She deserves so much better than me. I can't even stand up to my parents. I hate this college. I hate the classes. I hate it here. My mom introduced me to a girl named Madelyn. I knew it was my moms way of trying to get me and Thea to break up. Which worked. Both Madelyn and my mom would post pictures of her and I together. I tried to hide it so Thea wouldn't see anything. I made it where Thea couldn't see the things I was tagged in. I even made it where Leda wouldn't see it so she couldn't see it. But I only could do that to mine. I couldn't make where they didn't see my moms or Madelyn's. I wish I could've. I knew Thea would find out at one point but I wanted to be the one to tell her but I guess I didn't think it would happen. When Thea texted me 'Madelyn is pretty' it broke me. Thea was always insecure about me being with someone else. She never thought she was good enough after what happened to her in the past. But I always knew I wasn't good enough for her, which I proved to be true. I left. I left instead of fighting to be with her. How could I be so stupid? I lost the girl of my dreams. I had to block her number because each morning and night I wanted nothing more than to tell her good morning and good night and tell her I love her. I still look at her social media basically every day. She's so beautiful. She got her hair cut and it's still lightened from when we went to the Bahamas. She still has her tan and she has a glow to her. I don't know why or how. Maybe she's happy. Maybe she doesn't need me. If I could, I would tell her I need her. All I do is go to class and back to my dorm. My room mate tries to get me to go party but I did that once and it turned out to be a complete disaster. I cried about leaving Thea. So no more alcohol. I wonder if she told her family that I broke up with her? They probably hate me. I hate me. There is not a second of every waking moment that I don't hate myself and regret what I did. I tried to flirt with Madelyn and even kiss her but it wasn't Thea. It feels like I'm cheating. She probably has another guy I mean she's absolutely gorgeous I don't know how she wouldn't have a guy. I use to be that guy before I was stupid and let it go. She'll probably never forgive myself. I know I won't. I look at her picture before I fall asleep every night. I tell her picture goodnight and I love her. I know it sounds pathetic and lame but it makes sleeping easier. I always fall asleep with her on my mind.

Thea's P.O.V

Time for another day of classes. Yay. I get up and begin to get ready. I have to call and make the appointment for my next ultrasound which is this month, October, since I'll be 12 weeks. Mom, Leda, and Matt are coming with me so they can see the Peanut. I'm so excited. I practically only wear yoga pants or leggings since my skinny jeans don't fit and the ones that do fit, they're uncomfortable. I get up and take a shower, put my hair in a messy bun, apply makeup, put on leopard print leggings with a white t shirt, and my vans. This is practically my look now a days. But I don't mind it's much comfy than jeans anyway. Bella talks to the baby each morning before we leave for class. I don't think they baby can hear until like 18 weeks I believe but I don't mind. I talk to him or her each night before going to sleep. I grab my bag and off to classes I go.

*skip to after class*

Thankfully classes are over. Don't get me wrong I enjoy my classes but sitting in a room with people remind me of being in high school again. Only difference is, we're adults. I'm hungry. I'm pretty much always hungry.

"Hey." I call out walking into the door.
"Hey." Bella calls back. 
I walk over and lay on the bed.
"Long day?" Bella asks.
"Long day."  I repeat.
After laying in bed for a while o get up and get my bag to start homework. I don't have much which is unusual for a Monday. I grab some fruit and begin my work. Bella and I decided to Oder delivery. I cut out most of the unhealthy food and pop but once in a while I give in for a juicy burger. Which my doctor said isn't bad if I don't do it a lot.
"How's classes going?" Bella asks.
I look up from my book, "Not bad I guess. I'm passing." I shrug.
"Hey me to." She giggles.
Bella is going to college for the medical field. I wanted to do that at one point but when Linda showed so much passion for me and my case, it made me want to be able to do that.
There was a knock on the door.