Forever My Fan || Park Jimin ||

You're the only one

Jimin POV
I told Hyerin that I can't be there too early. I'll be there almost midnight after my concert practice. She's fine with it.

I'm having my concert practice with the members since the sun set and we haven't stop yet. I took my phone and text Hyerin.

Me: " Hyerin-ah, I'm sorry if I'm late "

Hyerin: " I don't mind. Just go with your practice. I'll wait for you "

Me: " thank you for your understanding "

Hyerin: " no problem "

Han River

Hyerin POV
Jimin told me that he'll be late. While waiting for him, I call the girls. They told me they are sleep together at Hana's house.

Me: I miss you.

Hana: we miss you too. What are you doing right now?

Me: I'm sitting by the Han River waiting for Jimin to finish up his practice.

Soohyun: you gonna meet him? Just 2 of you?

Me: yea.

Soohyun: have you told him about the crush thing? And have you kiss him?

Me: what are you thinking? I thought you've forget about it and that day we've deal to give me time.

Chaerin: well we're just joking. We won't ask you to do it though.

Me: Jinjja!!?

Chaerin: yes of course. Because we're sure that you'll do it one day.

Me: girls, you know what. I think I like him more than a bias. I mean I love him more than that. don't you think I'm crazy?

Hana: no that's not crazy. You deserve his love. You on crush with him for years and now he's the one that looking for you. That's your destiny.

Me: but I'm just a fan. I don't deserve his love. I can't love him. He doesn't deserve me and he deserve someone better. An idol can't be with his fan. It's nonsense. I'm too scared to love him.

Jimin: tell me. Why I don't deserve you? Who say?

I put down the phone and put it in my bag. I never thought that Jimin is there. He's listening to every single thing that I told the girls. I stand up and face him.

Me: since when you're here? What did you hear?

Jimin: tell me who say I don't deserve you? Tell me why you scared to love me more than a bias? Tell me everything.

Me: Jimin. You're looking for me before because I'm your schoolmate. It's embarrassing for me to say that I do hope more than that because I've been in crush with you since the first time I saw you not during the fansign but during the first day of school.

Jimin: so that's why you look upset when Taehyung said about it.

Me: yes! After that, I never put hope on you anymore but day by day I just can't get off over you. I keep thinking of you. I almost set in my mind that you're my bias. You're my bias not a friend. But I can't.

Without I notice, my cheek was cover with tear. I'm crying in front of my own bias.

Me: I don't deserve you. Even I love you, you won't love me back and I know, you never look at me as a girl. I'm just a fan that always dreaming that my bias will notice me as a girl.

Jimin: Don't tell me who I can and cannot love. Don't put limits on what is or is not appropriate. Take the shackles off love. It does not know geographical or religious boundary, it cannot be confined within one race or culture. It can't be confined within idol or fan. I can love the whole world, I can love any person of any age, gender and background even my own fan. Love flies on indestructible wings and I am blessed to feel it running through my veins.

Jimin really look serious at that moment even he just show his eyes because he's wearing mask. I never thought that I'll see serious Jimin. He walk toward me and hug me.

He hug me makes me cry even more. He hugs me for a few minutes and when he pull out from the hug it's started to rain. Even it's raining, both of us doesn't move even an inch from the spot we're standing.

Jimin: this is the first time I never run from the rain. The reason why I look for you is because I see you as a girl and not because you're my schoolmate. You can't stop me to like you. I never felt this way to a fan before. From the moment we met during the fansign, I know you're the one.

Me: I'm the one?

Jimin: you're the one that have my heart. You're a special army to me. From many girls and fans, you're the only one that successfully catch my attention. I never look at you as my fan but I look at you as a precious girl.

Me: but why?

Jimin: it's God's plan. We'll never know.

Standing under the rain with the one that I love. The one that I love more than a bias. The one that I love as a man not an idol. I can say that he's my first love and I want him to be my last love. Meeting eye to eye with him. Being in his arm. This is the thing that I never imagine will happen to me as a fangirl.