Forever My Fan || Park Jimin ||

You Never Know

Hyerin POV
Now it have been three months we were together. I am grateful that our relationship is not known, although we always go out together. Although I've been a girlfriend to him, I'm still one of his loyal fans. I never intend to delete these fansite accounts.

That night, we decided to have dinner together. He said he would pick me up. I will wait for him at the bus stop in front of my house. We always do that if we go out together.

Jimin POV
I pick her up and we went to the restaurant. We didn't go to the grand restaurant to have our dinner. just a typical restaurant since both of us like it.

Me: Look like you're still active with your fansite.

Hyerin: yes of course. I'm your fan.

Me: Can you stop doing it? Well you don't have to update it anymore. You're going out with me. You're my girl.

Hyerin: lemme enjoy with what I do. I do nothing at home and I really need to keep on with that fansite. I can't shut it down just like that.

Me: okay. My next question. don't you suppose to go college now?

Hyerin: not now. I wanna have a rest for a year.

Me: a year?

Hyerin: yes. I will if I'm ready.

We just talk. After the dinner, we took a walk to enjoy the beauty of the night. I took her hand and held her hand while walking. At first she was uncomfortable but I assured her.

Hyerin: Jimin-ah..

Me: hmm..

Hyerin: what if I lie to you all this time? Will you still love me?

Me: what do you mean?

Hyerin: well. I never told you about my family. You don't really know about me but you still wanna be with me.

Me: yew I don't know you but my family know how your family look like. If my parent are all fine with this, I know you come from a good family. It's not I don't wanna know about your family but I'm sure there's just be a reason why you didn't tell me about it.

Hyerin: did you trust me this much?

Me: yes because I love you. How about you? Do you trust me even I'm an idol?

Hyerin: yet you're still a human being. Of course I trust you. Thank you for trust me even...

Me: even?

Hyerin: I'm just a fan.

Me: I'm kinda sick with that. You always consider yourself as a fan. For me you're not a fan. You're my girlfriend.

Hyerin: even other army is your girlfriend.

Me: who said so?

Hyerin: Jeon Jungkook. I still remember that. He said so.

Me: Ani. That mean Army..

Hyerin: Army what?

Me: Army is precious because without them who are we.

Hyerin: I'm sorry if one day I'll hurt you.

Me: stop it. You think too much. I don't care if you don't tell me about your family. It's okay.

I don't understand why she spoke like that. I'm sure she's hiding something about her family but I don't want to force her to tell me. I know she'll tell me when she's ready. I comforted her by stroking her hair. We went home after that.

We used to go out at night because it is the appropriate time for me to go out with her. We often go out at night and sometimes I got spotted by my fans. Actually everytime I'm going out, I'll got spotted. I saw some of my photos alone on social media that captures by fans and fortunately Hyerin is not in the photo.

Hyerin POV
I know it's gonna be like this. I know this will happen. I shouldn't do that 3 months ago. I shouldn't kiss him back. I shouldn't confess. Now I'm slowly ruining his image. He might not notice that every photo of him that got spotted, I'm in it too. Army do have their eagle eye.

Jimin doesn't know that people recognize me since I'm his one of famous fansite. They knew me. They're attacking me not on comment but on personal chat in sns. It's bothering me much. I really wanna shut down the fansite account but once I shut it down, it's obvious that I'm the one that always going out with Jimin. Of course, some of them are supporting but yet most of all are not. Jimin will never know about this and I won't let him know about this.