|Beauty Behind the Madness Z.M.|

~i swear she's destined for the screen~

dear diary,

i went along with his little plan. i died. in fact, i attended my own funeral. car accident. i don't know who's in the casket but i do know it took zayn months to find her. he killed her. i know he did but i don't know how. she was innocent and i feel so bad for her but as zayn said, "it's her life or yours and id choose you in every universe,nina."

"who are you?" harry,my brother,asks. the funeral just ended and people were starting to leave with tear stained cheeks. i saw various people. my boyfriend,my best friend. uncles and aunts. hundreds of relatives i didn't even know.

even zayn went.

"sarah. im isabella's daughter in law..gregory's widow..i really am so sorry for your loss." i disguised my voice in a british accent, keeping my head down. i wore a black veil that covered my face and concealed my identity.

without warning, i hugged harry. tears escaped my eyes as i realized i would never see him again. "i remember when you were little...i love you so much,harry."

harry didn't respond. he was stiff to the hug and avoided my words. "my moms calling me..ill-i'll see you on easter?" he sad,stumbling away from me.

"yes,you will." i lied,a sad smile on my face. a single tear fell down my face as i walked away from the church. i walked for blocks until i met zayn at the designated location-the woods.

"are you okay?" he asked,hand on my thigh. i watched,eyes on the window behind the car. i watched and watched until the town i had grown up in-my town-disappeared. leaving me alone in the dark with a boy who had light in his chocolate brown eyes.